FATE;lies

2009-08-22T20:54:00.002+08:00

i chose this picture mainly because it looks really cool and i want it in my future! and of course complain about not getting distinction for my piano exam :( nooooooooo i worked hard!!! but at least its a merit hahahahaha say i get away with it (:
okay i've been watching 命中 again because i just felt like it hahahahas...it motivates me sometimes but most of the time it just makes me waste my night watching it.
hmm there's something i wanna say but i really don't know how to start. i think i should use chinese hahaha
我哥告诉我如果有过必定会有因。我知道我自己不是设么好人因为伤害了很多人。再次向所有被我伤害过的人说声对不起，我不是故意要伤害你们的。可能所有的事都是因为我自己想太多而造成的也很有可能都是因为我的多嘴而造成了更多不应该发生的事情。无论如何，我真的没有那些意思。想必这应该是我最后一期说出这些东西，因为不开心的事本来就不应该一直重复的在脑海里环绕一直提起。我不想要让人误会也不想人家因为我的行为而感到困扰。我也不想要在伤害别人更加伤害自己。现在最重要的事将来临的考试而不是为了一些没用的事在那边一直提起一直想一直浪费时间去想尽办法弥补。能弥补的我早就弥补了。既然都已经闹成这个白痴的局面，想再怎么解释只会让人更加误解。我知道他们都很讨厌我可是我也知道这都是因为我太笨一直说一些有的没的然后又做出一些白痴才会做的事。我知道自己真的根本就没有资格交到像他们一样的那种朋友，因为知道我的世界注定没有任何的朋友所以更加的拒绝和否定更加得不信任。我曾经认为所有的人都只是在带着一幅假面具装，做一幅真的很关心你却其实对你的死活一点都不在乎，只会利用你然后不需要你的时候就把你丢在一旁从来都没有接受你的存在。但最近我不知不觉地看见了另一个世界，那些能够在最后一秒用尽全力的帮你达到那不可能的任务，每次你伤心时莫名其妙的出现然后关心你，不会再还没搞清楚的状况时就直接肯定你是错的，在你不舒服时会抛下所有的事来陪在你身边知道你有好转。我非常感谢天能够让我遇见这些真的真得非常棒的朋友们，我更加希望我也一样能够在他们最需要我的时候不顾一切的帮助他们。不要求回报之在乎彼此，能够一起共患难，能够与他分享，什么都不需要说他也会知道你再想什么。这种友情真的实在是上少之又少。我真的学到了很多东西，不管是好事坏，他们都会变成我成长过程中的一部分。从今以后我不想要伤心不想要痛苦，我要专心读书，每天和他们开心的笑开新的努力开开心心地把书读完！我知道我做错了很多事，为了避免再做错事，我会尽量的改变自己的缺点让它们变成优点。妈妈说不是每一次完完全全都是我的错，不过我真地认为如果想要和解最快的方式就是向他们说对不起。不论是双方都有错还是只是有时我的错，只要有人开口说声对不起那事情不就解决了吗？我做人呢真的很烂不过说对不起我可是一级棒的哈哈哈啊哈哈哈哈哈我知道那没有什么还骄傲的啦。可是我不希望我是哪一种只会认为自己永远是对的而别人一直都是错的人。（我没有再说任何人所以不要误会！）因为能够和解才是最重要的！好了没有话说了！哈哈啊哈哈哈哈哈哈哈啊哈哈哈很无聊呵呵呵呵呵呵就这样到此结束！耶！好了该是时候专心读书了
lol so much easier when typed in chinese! hahahahahaha the funniest part is if there is typo error do not scold me hehehehehe i was just venting out everything in my brain so ya :D
so we shall put few fullstops and call it an end (:

with lots of love,
em <3
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2009-08-16T21:27:00.002+08:00

lol first i'll love to start with a random picture. then i would like to say this week is seriously packed with a lot of things. we are having chem spa on wed, gp test and chem alkane/organic test... phew last week was econs plus math plus gsc. so basically we still have few more tests left before promos. its exactly 1month 1week from this week and i still have do my revision for chem yet. urghhh so in trouble!!
well its kinda short today because i'm gg off to bed in an hours' time but before that let's have dinner first. hehe waiting for KFC to come home now =P
oh man...this is no gd for diets but who cares lol i always say i'm on diet but the fact is i'm not on diet hahahaah man too much temptations food can never be something i'll say no to...i seriously don't get the entire idea of not eating or starvation. i mean eat less i totally agree but not eating at all urghh man food is the one thing that we should never leave out in life!! no matter how much u love being skinny, we should at least eat something! hahahs just being random again =P

alright ciaos :)

-em
what's love without hearts (:
p.s learn to accept and move on is the best part of life . [at least for now. LOL ]

2009-08-09T22:00:00.003+08:00

LOL check out the cute smile in the cup!

MJ FTW

came across this picture whilst doing some admin work for dad
so random! but really sweet and woah imagine if i get to eat all that!! yum~

hahahaha okay so we had fun for the past few days it was awesome i just wanna say i love yall S10 u guys are the best! so thursday i went to school like super duper late after going to my granny's prayers and we were like freaking crazy!! we started the whole peter sin wen jie and xue wei called herself maria and we started this super funny fan club for peter and we were like on the field playing soccer and instead of playing we were just yelling like mad people but it was real fun because everyone seemed to be distressing from all the studies school and everything and it was really awesome and fun!! okok so friday i didn't go for school hahaahah but they came over to my house for a day of mj...it was actually suppose to be like mj and movies but it ended up with just mj and its really super fun and everyone was enjoying themselves and i was laughing my way through alot of stuff then we keep hearing lina say pong and her pong sounds so korean so it made it even more cooler than anything oh oh then we played poker and everyone was really into it but they left at around 7plus awwww then eric and my hime stayed for a lil while longer and we watched a lil you don't mess with the zohan hahas really funny show ok well that's about it for the fun and excitement we had then back to reality with doing work work work and more work hahas...then today would be all about singapore singapore singapore but i wasn't that involved nahh hahaahs i was just stoning at home staring into my piano and thinking how nice it would be to let time stop at this very moment so i can hibernate for god knows how long but its still paused at this moment hahaahahah i am so lame~! okay gg to study a lil bit about youtube before gg to bed and calling it a day hahahaa...can't wait to see yall in school peeps miss ya loads!

emem(:
[this name is totally given by my hime from dunno when and dunno how but i loved it since its from the hime herself! :D]
<3

2009-08-04T16:36:00.002+08:00

lol super long since i've posted...wow this time its still all about sadness....despite the interesting life i'm having, most of it is filled up with sadness and lots of emotions combined together..anyway, things have been really hectic since we've heard the news blah blah blah....i've been trying my best to stay as calm as anything and angela says that i should just don't care..but this is seriously not something that i can't don't care about wad...its still concerning me and i'm really terrified by all this commotions...i already know that a storm and coming this way and someho i'll have to face it...but i really wish there was a place for me to hide (maybe i should be like an ostrich...just hide my head hahas...) they say its karma...somehow i feel like the karma is for me...imagine the things that might happen is already terrifying me to the max...i really wish i can just pretend nothing will happen but its really tough..thanks to all who have been really supportive and caring hahas. i always thought my happy dreams are living its life whenever i'm with yall whether is it going to the movies screaming and laughing like hell getting scolded by bus drivers for not tapping our cards (which we did) embarrassed by LMP in front of scary's aunt and uncle and she jumped out of her seat chasing ruishen or even hanging around, i cherish all this memories we've had together and hope we'll share more of this in future!! i'm gg to work hard so that i won't get kicked out of school too!! i wanna make the best out of what we have here !! :D lol wonder why i suddenly say all this...maybe its all the emotions that are allowing me to think of all these great things we've already been through...i just wanna say i really love yall and the class! and i wanna make the best out of it (: i'm sure this time it would be the same and there won't be any changes to alll these feelings..angela is right...i should stop caring and stop trying my best to protect others instead protect myself and stop doing all this ! i don't wan things to be awkward for her either...i just want everyone to be happy!! pass this jc life with joy and happiness even if tears are shed, they are tears of joy !! no matter what happens, i know i still have my friends to support me...i will choose to trust those who have given me their truth and friendship and choose to do what is the right thing! for now, the right thing is to stop blogging, start bathing and go study ! hahas...and of course to just stop caring about everything and put all emphasis on studies cos its freaking important that i do well for my promos this time round!! i'm not going to give up! and i will not give up
although i still have to say, emily will still be soft hearted no matter what...
i'll change that hehe (:

emily(: <3 09S10

2009-07-13T17:12:00.002+08:00

this is my 270th post...
WARNING: super emo and sad post

i failed my gp paper!!! this time round i even had high hopes of possibly getting at least 21 or something but i ended up failing this badly...seriously feeling super emo right now and hopefully i can cheer up a lil after tonight's dance lesson...i went pass those chairs that she used to sit in everyday and a lot of emotions came to me...i can't believe i didn't get at least a B for math when this is like the easiest paper we could ever get for math...seriously la what have i been doing is a question i should ask myself and not be asked by my brother...lol this has officially been the worse wake up call ever!! but since there is still hope left in me (in my own opinion) i shall start chionging tys and read my straits times and zao bao to make sure that my language is still there...hopefully the next promos would be better...urghhhhhhhhhh i'm so gonna buck up this time round....

granma passed away i didn't do well for my mid years........who knows i might get more idiotic shit in a few days time? if my maid do not come home, i get more stupid stuffs...and of course tmr getting back chemisitry, another huge major blow...it is kind of certain that i will fail that but seriously hope that i do not fail my econs...praying damn freaking hard afterall i felt that i improved quite a fair bit compared to what i had last year...if i'm still not doing well this time round, my next step : night study and consulting teachers 24/7... so going to post a huge day planner for myself now!!

later~

emily:(

2009-06-19T22:48:00.003+08:00

lol i knw i'm suppose to be posting about that awesome trip to sentosa ytd but i just really wanna say this first before posting those...i just watched mtv awards 2009 i knw i'm a lil late and behind time but i don care because i just don care hahas as long as i watch it...ANW it was awesome i screamed throughout the entire show like some mad dog or something and the only thing i can say is congrats to twilight yall did a really great job in the movie and i can't wait to check out new moon and of course the movie which is coming out before new moon HARRY POTTER OMG OMG OMG the trailer was great everything about these movies are just really great...i'm so happy i can watch them all this year i love all these films coming out and i really hope they all get awards no matter wad i love this year!!!! 2009 is the best year !! i get to meet awesome great friends i get to watch really great movies like night at the museum 2 and monsters vs aliens i'm so happy right now it feels like i'm giving a speech haahs...okok i'm to post about ytd after i post this cos i really wanted to!!

P.S: ROBERT PATTINSON IS SO SO SO SO CUTE TTM!!!! emily will always love edward (:

emily(:

2009-06-15T23:32:00.004+08:00

i kind of like this pic alot =D
did i forgot to mention that we went to mogu mogu for lunch? hahas..
okay everything on the plate is really nice =)
i love this picture!! =D
that was wad i initially picked and wanted to get =P
okay everything there is spicy to the max!! but really nice!! =D
family photo!
sex on the beach yum!
i love em!! =)
hehe promoting the shop peeps!! by any chance yall wanna get any peranakan costume, go there :D

lol okay i have alot of pictures to share, alot of things to say and alot of comments to make...hahas okay uncle raymond had a huge party for his mum's 80th birthday so we were all invited to go...so we took our time to search for the best place to get our costume so that we won't look odd and look to our best in the party and also for the professional photoshoot thingy hahas..so we went to get our clothes at joo chiat and i bought my first corset which is kinda getting mroe and more comfortable to wear in nowadays hahas..ANW, so we bought our costumes and then prepare for our upcoming party!! hehe...okay okay so i went out on that actual day with my peeps kay likhoon and angela...suppose to be the entire class girls but somehow they didn't show up so we did our own shopping i bought so much clothing and wanted to buy more but stopped at 70bucks awww how sad..i prepared 120 =( emily still wanna shop =D ok so i met up with my bro at 6plus to go to meritus mandarin hotel and then cos our parents ran really late, we went up to chatterbox to sit...and our sit ended up with buying two drinks...i had sex on the beach and i had no idea it was that nice!! hahas..then because my mum came, we had to rush and so i had to gulp the entire cup down in a hurry and so i ended up being kind of red in the beginning of the party which was really good cos after i changed, i didn't really have to put any make up and i looked red enough for photo taking so it was really very funny and they all thought it was make up which actually it wasn't but i just wanna say, i am so not drunk and i continued drinking their wine which btw, it is super nice!! hahas...i can't say how nice it is but it is just really really nice i had no idea it would taste that nice..its like the nicest i have ever tasted hehe...okok so the party started and there was dancing and its was really fun...btw, all videos would be uploaded to fb cos its kinda laggy in blogs hahas..ok then we party-ed till 11 with all the food and everything and that marks the end of our awesome party which is so worth experiencing hahas...okok end of chats take a look at the nice pictures we took =)

emily(:

2009-06-09T00:27:00.004+08:00

posting this pic taken from belle!! (:
and to not be bias i took some other cute ones from the web! (:
p.s: doc cockroach is like the only gokiburi in the world i'll love =D

2009-06-08T23:59:00.003+08:00

here's my pink collection =D p.s i painted my nails pink today =)
my baby sitting on my bed still looking so cute!!
my sun wu kong a.k.a dear dear (:
TADAA~ check out my pretty collection..hopefully i have more.. xP
gdbye stupid hospital!! hopefully i don't see u anymore wee!!~

lol I'M UPDATING NOW hahas...okay this is going to be super duper long cos the outing to CATHAY was AWESOME TTM!! it can't be explained how awesome it was but i have to apologize that i can't upload the pictures we took that day because i can transfer photos from my phone yet..apologies to all for that!! anw, 5th june was our super duper awesome outing to the cathay because i say i wanted to watch MONSTERS VS ALIENS in 3D so i asked angela out for that hahas...it turned into a class outing when we tempted eric to come along then we made belle come along and then aaron SCARY kay joined in!! hahas...the power of angela and emily hahas..ultimate...omg and i can tell u no one regretted going because it was so awesome!!! the movie was great..it made me wanna watch that coraline movie too cos of the hand popping out hahas..it was so funny...WE ALL LOVE B.O.B!! hahas..then we had our lunch at kopitiam...omg la i think the korean food was nice but eric didn't like it..lina came to meet us after that and we kind of made her jealous about the whole movie thing...lol IT WAS THE FUNNIEST AND RELAXING DAY!!

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then i don't rmb about any other days...except ytd which we actually had this super long conversation on msn and we started counting down to midnight...lol [btw, its midnight now =D ] well it was memorable bbecause we actually had an opportunity to countdown with a PRINCESS hahas..and of course, the results of that funny and scary and long conversation was: scary really freaks ppl out!! and confirmed our outings: SHOP TILL WE ROT DAY 13th june 12pm [gals] and BEACH PARTAY 18th JUNE 12pm. i hope all of S10 can come cos we'll be having crazy camwhoring sessions and not to mention sand water food BEACH hahas...of course don't forget the TANNING SESSION!!!! ohmy i swear i'll get tan like siao this time but pls guys do rmb to wear sun screen to protect our skin!! we don't wan sun burn y'know! =) hehe really can't wait...ahhh

okok so today was a fine day...me meeted angela then we went to nuh for my report thing...guess wad? I'M FINE oh ya i'm fine and that means i can do anything i want from this day on and its goodbye stupid hospital and hopefully my hv and HELLOO fun and excitement with camps obs and anything crazy!! emily's officially going wild like nobody's business..
lol so i took a memorable pic to say bye bye to the stupid hospital and a picture of pck...lol oh oh i'm showing yall my collections too!! =D so enjoy!!

ok i need to slp now cos i'm gg shopping with my mum for kerbaya costume for uncle raymond's mum's birthday dinner hehe...its pretty cool and i'll upload all the dresses i try on tmr =)

emily(:

2009-05-23T22:38:00.005+08:00

mingdao
edison
oguri shun
dai yang tian
mike,joe,ethan!!!!
danson tang
kim jeong hoon
kingone

emily's list of top 10 cute and tall and "perfect looking" guys in ASIA =D
but not rating them in sequence or anything because they are all awesome and super duper cute and omg they are all taller than 178!!! (:
-> influenced by that dinner time drama i watched just now..i'll probably load the top 10 for hollywood soon =P

emily(:

2009-05-23T18:08:00.006+08:00

introducing new cute lil huggable innocent looking doggy whose name really i have no idea wad i wan to do call him so he's for now emily's doggy =)

okay i fell into a deep sleep ytd so didn't blog at all...hahas..today i've been kind of busy with work and i finally finished my gp file collage thingy..isn't a pretty good one but at least it makes me attracted to it..isn't it the main idea of making it? hahas...and ytd's class lunch was awesome...yami yoghurt was as nice as anything and school is as usual. can u believe how boring our lifes are nowadays? its seriously getting worse day by day and the weird part is its going faster and faster!! aren't boring days suppose to be slow? it turns out its accelerating...i've no idea if its good or bad for now but i really can't wait for june holidays...all my posts will be filled with I WAN BEACH I WAN BEACH soon...lol don't get bored by it..get high!!! =D okay i'm going back to study mode again...see ya soon peeps who i wanna hang out and chill with and looking really forward to my next new thing =D

emily(:

2009-05-21T20:26:00.002+08:00

omg failed gp test failed chem test...feel really emo today plus hyper ventilation and very bad lower abdominal pain and chest pain....zzz all came in one day...wonderful life huh...emily needs to really work super hard for mid years man....not forgetting that in a week time its gp mid yrs and two weeks to gsc hi mid yrs...urghhhhh....jc life is a life filled with EMO written everywhere...
lucky for them, emily looks on the brighter side of life..the life with beach, bikini, picnic, pictures and sunset...ahhh that is the life we are striving for right now since h1subs are first up...need to read both chinese and english papers everyday...that's the aim for now =D how weird is that..no wonder i mix them up luh!! need to separate them man...
hehe aside from all the school stuff, angela and i went to bpp AGAIN..hahas...no la..its like the usual thursday after pe thing hahas..so we went to mini toons...at first i wanted to get a pink monkey to acc my cute lil dear dear but then u knw hahas...i fell in love with that cute lil huggable doggy whose name is still in the meantime doggy hahas...angela got her monkey too =D its like the only happy thing today apart from plying badminton without moving hahas...its so funny when u don't move and u play... =D got scolded by angela and gracia for being in the rain for too long hehe...well i do love rain =) my blogname was once singingintherain.blogspot.com or was it cryingintherain? hahas...doesn't matter...they still have rain in it anw =P
belle fell down today..omg luh princess fall down and chinhou was so near her yet didn't protect her hahas...how could u!?!?!?! lol dear princess take care of ur wound ya =)
we seriously need to break the weird curse man...having "man down" "man down" every week is really very funny leh hahas..but it also goes to show that our peeps are very into the game all the time =D good job peeps woohooo!!!

emily(:

2009-05-20T19:57:00.002+08:00

hehe finally econs test is over...i feel even more relieved and happy although i know i won't do well, i know i did my best too so even if i fail, i'll accept it and from there look into the mistakes i make and improve =) so i came home really early today and watched gossip girl episode 25 and it finally ends high school for them and a new beginning for chuck and blair hehe...i've always knew they'll be together...i mean look at them so cute and sweet...especially chuck awww how sweet can he be...this time round wasn't as sweet as the previous prom episode where he purposely ruined her dress and gave her the best dress she had ever wanted, voting 150times for her to be prom queen and dance with her prince charming although they broke up after that it's still really sweet..every girl have her own fairytale...blair too and chuck fulfilled that dream which is so super sweet!!! hehe...but today, they finally expressed their love to each other and i hope they live happily ever after..wish that ed and leighton can be like penn and blake but i wonder if that will happen...hmmm =)
going to do my other hw now after a gd rest...awesome day today huh..even monkeys are happy hahas...so is my monkey dear dear...he is so happy to be hanging there but i suppose i should bring him out to make new friends tmr =)

emily(:

2009-05-19T20:11:00.003+08:00

emily proudly presents dear dear a.k.a sun wu kong =D
aww today uno is camera shy and dar smiles =)
two camera shy one looking somewhere else =P
john sloman's book of economics =D shows how much angela mugs =D

hahas okay dear dear went to school with me today...dar say he is officially going very bald cos ppl keep pulling his leg...we even have a video made to show how his leg can be pulled...it was super cute and it looked like a magic show..hahas okay today's gg to be a short post because i have econs to study!! ppl jyjy for econs !! hopefully won't fail that badly!! urghh always cmi for econs..wad went wrong ?! language? content? aww man...need to really brush up on all this so see ya peeps =)

with lots of love,
emily(:

2009-05-18T21:36:00.002+08:00

emily proudly presents her all new dear dear to you =D
isn't that thing adorable!!!!! oooo so like his belly button it looks so bouncy and so cute!!! hehe...going to bring my dear dear to sch tmr to "hang around" with my 09S10 peeps tmr cos he is just so cute!! but for now he is lonely so i need to buy his partner asap so that they can hang out with each other when i'm not around to hang with them...lol although they are the ones that would most probably hang around my room more than i do...hehe..okay i'm just being super duper lame here but who cares right...hahas...i love my dear dear!! =)

oh i went to the stupid hospital again...this time round, when i went in, the entire room was filled with staff and docs...lol i fill so weird when i went in...this time there were two docs...i went on explaining to them about the coldness,cold sweats and hyper ventilation stuff blah blah blah...then my mum was explaining about the intestine might have problem but guess what?! they say it might be problems with my andrenal gland thingy or something...no idea luh so because of that, i'm suppose to do this idiotic urine test, blood test and x-ray....hooray!!! urghhhh....which means next monday and tuesday i won't be at sch again...monday is like a free pass from mummy because of some personal ewww to the max reason which i will reveal probably next week because i'm still eww-ing about it and my mum is still laughing about it hahas...so just wait till i reveal the eww thingy next week then yall can laugh too hahas..cause i find it really funny too =P

oh no i still haven't start doing any work yet..hahas..must be too tired today..plus eye got some stupid thing again...its always in the eye man...wad's wrong with all the allergies...
ohohohohohoh forgot to announce one more thing!!
EMILY IS OFFICIALLY CCA-LESS well, the doc said so...he said its best that i do not attend cca for now due to medical reasons..shitty thing is he didn't issue mc so mummy probably have to write letter or something..... =D

emily(:

2009-05-18T01:44:00.003+08:00

lol its 1 44 am and i'm still blogging...hahas...just came online and i saw this pic on carissa's blog so i took it muahahaha....well this is all my fault for not bringing my baby....forgot about it because i was rushing to buy like a lot of presents and think of the best way to surprise the dear advanced bday girl!! =D hehe and i really did shocked her...omg luh super long since i saw her and carmen and kai and shuan....sadly, i missed that partay boy by like a few minutes oraround that time hahas...too bad!! oh check out his blog....its kind of suddenly very worth promoting and i have no idea why =P so miss those days hanging out with them...nowadays carissa and i are like leading the same life of STUDY STUDY STUDY like nobody's business...we are all so busy studying its always just home school study sleep eat blog and this just goes over and over....such boring life man!! i need a life!! i need to shop i need to watch a MOVIE...its been like how long since i even step foot into a theatre...miss that alot !!! i wanna hang out with my 09s10 i wanna hang out with yingxin i wanna hang out with darling i wanna hang out with my j-team i wanna hang out with carissa i wanna go to the beach...i wanna just say all this i wanna and stop all this studying...i've been studying for so long i feel like puking already...lol actually i don't but i just dunno wad word i can use to describe how tired i am of studying...lol i've been so tired for the entire week already...wonder wad doc will say later when i see him...wish me luck peeps =D
oh gosh wad a long post today...well too bad...it is the crap i have for the weekend and of course the amazing time i had at carissa's house!! woohoo!! okay high time over..back to boring gp... =x

emily(:

2009-05-16T15:36:00.002+08:00

watching the recent episodes of gossip girl just so makes me think that he is really really really very very sweet luh!!! i've never seen someone as sweet as him!! hahas chuck really is cute,hot,handsome,rich and everything a girl would want!! hehe..okay i'm so crapping right now..but still can't believe he is so sweet!! aww hidden love!! hahas...i'm crazy..
anw, going to study a lil now..wonder how much i can do today =D we'll see about that later hahas...missing my 09S10 peeps now because i'm thinking about the monday i'm going to miss next week =( class lunch was so enjoyable ytd...as usual we went to food junction and ate the usuals and went down to eat yami yoghurt then went home...in between there were so much talking which was so hilarious!! kay even took pictures of wad we ate hahas...and mandy didn't tell us that the jap food had offer hahas...everyone was screaming at her but it was so funny =D lol we've been so into that "how well do you know me " quiz thing on facebook...everyone seems to be having fun failing or getting As and Bs for the quiz...lol enjoy looking at their answers...and belle passed all my tests!!! hahas..except the JUNLING one!! she cheated =P okay just one question hahas =D
okok i'm going to stop crapping now...bleah!!
angela still owes me a post =P

emily(:

2009-05-14T21:05:00.002+08:00

okay my anger wasn't to this extent but it was almost there =D i'm kind of feeling better now after the basketball and captain's ball and like crapping with angela go bpp shop for pens hahas...oh the rice was my dinner on monday, an emily's special which was like super long lost hahas...and tonight's dinner because i had to show angela that i ate =D see see evidence...

lol now the anger part...okay today shall be seriously the last day i'm like fretting over this ridiculous topic and i nv wanna talk about it anymore...i spent the entire afternoon saying *-*-*-*ing hahas..emily is gg to kick the thing about f words and stuff so using stars to represent..anyway, i finally understood wad seriously went wrong between the two of us and somehow i wished i didn't know because seriously!!! u told me to nv tell him about the entire thing...i just gave him the overview cos he said he wanted to knw and of course u knw emily can't control herself when it comes to him...not my freaking fault right...i dunno why its like that so don't ask me...seriously like my real bro...always dunno how to control wad i wanna say sometimes okay wadeva..plus this issue is so between the two of us why the hell did u go around telling ppl about it? if its only between the two of us, can't u just come and scold me or just ignore me like how well u are doing it...yuhui thinks its a misunderstanding...fine if it is, then come and talk it out la...instead of hiding here and there, assume i knw it, even when i spend so much time trying to apologize and thinking of how to apologize to make things even between wad happen because i treasure this friendship, u totally chose to ignore everything i tried to do...since then, i don't think we should be friends in the first place...as wad they have always told me, we accept everyone for who they are and wad they are...not judge them even if they made the worst mistakes...and emily hates ppl who keep things behind and not just be straight forward and sort it out..not as if u don't knw about this...i've had enough of this lame conflict stuff...i'm out of the politics thing...its not as if i came to jc to get into this kind of sh*t....i rather spend that time studying...and btw, i am..tmr got math test...gg to practice like crazy now...and that is the end of venting my anger...wadeva i said it is just me hahas..so choose to ignore some parts if u think wadeva i said is wrong....YOU i mean those who reads =D

emily...relieved...ITS OVER...(:

2009-05-13T18:03:00.002+08:00

lol this picture is seriously random hahas...i have no idea what it means but ya hahas...oh gosh just reached home from the pioneer palette painting thingy...wad a fun day we had...i used ipod to play its a small world hahas..it was hilarious couldn't stop laughing...well we played moment of truth and started this weird question asking hahas...super funny..then went home with corinne and told her quite alot of things about wad has been happening so i'm kind of in the urghhh wth wts mood hahas...but i'm fine now since i'm back home but problem is that HEROES is still filming their season 5 and i seriously can't wait to watch it!! =D gracia bought her cam to sch today..we took pictures at the fourth floor and i'm kind of surprised by the nice effects that place had..didn't knw taking pictures in an open space would look that nice hahas...and chemistry test sucked..i think that i didn't do well but seriously hope i don't get bad results...wonder why i always get so nervoused and all wind up when i'm doing tests...they make me feel so weird everytime!! hahas..did to knw how to overcome that if not i'll do really badly each time!! jyjy!

emily(:

2009-05-10T23:36:00.004+08:00

lol me nth to do be4 celebrations hahas =P

dad joined me shortly =D

she looks so happy =D

family photo!! =D

blackforest cake my favourite =P

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!
part 1: gave out my first mother's day gift to one of my special friend's mum!! aww was so happy that day..which was friday...hehe felt so nervous when i was standing at their doorstep...i felt so much emotions when i'm like walking away from their house...
p.s: i registered =D

part 2: which is today, i went to work and dad said i could have a half day today so i went home early to do abit of hw then prepare for my surprise for my mum!! hehe...bought a cute cake and of course the second gift...we both love the number 2 so i think 2 is like so important to the both of us since we are both borned on 2nd only a month apart =D hehe....love my mummy!! took a family photo...mummy say we should take another pic next time we go out because this time round it seems awful but anywho i love it even though mummy complained about no make ups and no fancy dress and everything hahas...it was short noticed and bro just came back from obs so they all looked tired..i'm kinda like the only who jumping around and getting all hyper and stuff =D but it was fun so it doesn't matter xP

lastly, happy mummy's day to all the mummies in the world!!
and of course, not forgetting godma!! happy mum's day although i didn't see u and couldn't really wish u hehe..wish u here =P

emily(: <3

2009-05-07T21:30:00.002+08:00

i feel emo...or should i say sickness makes ppl feel so tired and emo-ish ? xD
so had a bad day today...from the moment i step foot out of my house, i knew it would be a bad day cos everything felt weird [kind of? =P]...and so it really became really weird...i don't know if its all about the psychology thingy or just a bad day...so i went to school and as usual i get super cold in the mornings but today the coldness didn't leave me alone after an hour oh no...i felt this bad itch all over my leg during gsc so i decided to sleep a lil during our break...woke up, i felt numbness on my left leg and right hand...lol that was hilarious...then during econs i started the stupid hyper ventilation thing all over again and i had to leave class more than twice and end up sitting in an empty classroom almost fainting due to the oxygen thingy and stuff...then we went down for lunch i was still okay but after lunch it felt as though it was that idiotic night, the night i had to be sent to the hospital for the first time in my entire life due to life threatening issues...it lasted all the way until the end of gp but because of the urge to play, i controlled and held the pain all the way during pe so that i could touch the basketball a lil =D angela taught us how to flick the ball into the net and oh boy oh boy was it fun!! hahas...although i couldn't really run, i managed to just stand there and throw the ball...so its kind of fun too...well i'm home now and the pain subsided but still feel unwell and i guess i'm going to turn in soon and omg today's post is seriously super long hahaahs!!!

emily(:

2009-05-06T22:41:00.002+08:00

hmmm...i am looking at this scale and still staring at it......
still staring, STILL STARING!! hahas....urghhhhh...i can't believe how fat i grew!! so need intensified version of training sessions and i've decided on something and i'm kind of happy about it so let's cheer wooohooo!! hahas..okok i'll stop being high...i'm off to do my work now because i just came back from an entire day of shopping and haven't quite done much work...omg la...everytime i set my mind to do work, i'll end up doing something else...so really reallly need to concentrate!!
so now let's work work work and loads of exercise YIPPEE!!
hopefully i can go swimming again this week =D
ohoh and emily bought a pair of crocs with an awesome colour hehe...guess wad colour it is =D

emily(:

2009-05-05T22:20:00.002+08:00

i just happen to see this lame comic hahas...i'm studying for chemistry because we have a quiz tmr...well that's not really surprising right hahas...the entire 09s10 is like mugging hard now because its chem bonding and its really hard to get!! but tmr's quiz is not the main focus...the omg thing right now is the upcoming department test...omg its atomic structure plus chem bond..KILLER!! hahas..okok mug mug ppl!! jyjy!! gosh...i still owe 10 jianbaos and i thought i already did 10? yet i still owe 10 hahas...goodness!! i need to buck up on that but it just really tires me off to do so much of jianbaos...feel like screaming!! hahas okok i shall stop owing her..and since i have no cca tmr i shall mug hard on jianbaos and this time i mean it =P seems like i'm slacking all this while hahas...well, its all heroes fault!!! they make me watch it!! hahas..awesome heroes and omg ITS REDEMPTION season 5 coming up!! and i'm so looking forward to that..!!
oh no...i still have to read a lil econs tonight because we have lecture tmr...anw, we've been taking temp for the past few days due to swine flu...i can't believe even our pigs are contaminated...poor things and poor ppl too!! =( jyjy we'll all pull through !! =D

emily(:

2009-05-04T21:53:00.002+08:00

my all new blog and the start of something new....
its new and fully changed into something that belongs only to me. soon, i'll change the name but not now because i've yet to find a new name but by then, this blog will officially be locked to only close friends and 09S10. well, to begin with this blog will be kind of like a reflection for me...besically, i'll write everything i've done and if i did anything wrong, i'll change =D hahas...not because i don't like myself but because i know there's a part of me that has like a whole lot of things gone wrong and i want it gone for like the rest of my life before bad stuffs continue happening...omg man...looking for a blogskin seriously takes more than a few days...finally found one and fully changed into my one and only blog =D
i love my blog and IT'S SO OFFICIALLY REVIVED AND OPEN!!! (:

emily(:

2009-04-30T23:04:00.001+08:00

byebye old blog..

hello soon to be new blog...

comming soon................

2009-03-19T22:02:00.002+08:00

It's usually wise to take new journeys slowly, but if you feel like putting the pedal to the metal on your latest adventure today, then go for it! The universe has set up nothing but green lights for you. As far the eye can see, it will be smooth sailing. So toss out any reservations you might have. You know that you can always trust your own instinct, so what's your worry? Even if there are glitches along the way, they are likely to be quite minor.

-friendster horoscope
always seem to be right...why??

omg omg omg!!!
just found out a shocking news....my childhood most favourite actress natasha richardson just passed away....omgomg !!! freaking shocking!!! i just watched her latest thing in wild child ....... =(
R.I.P my fav actress....

lol now for the part that ppl don't really like reading!!
i still feel it!! its been so long...i should be able to forget everything about him....how come its so hard this time? just because i've tried to hide this feeling and revealed it too late doesn't mean that i hsould be tortured like that right? urghh!!!! i mean it luh i just wanna forget it so that i can concentrated abit more on my studies...how hard can that be? ewww!!!! i just wanna stay friends with everyone and be happy for just one stupid minute...how hard can that be?
lol okay i'm done venting anger...

i actually studied today!! omg hahas...proud of myself...at least didn't waste time except when i was practising piano...hmmm have been working quite hard for piano cos exams are like around the corner...i can almost count down to it and my other two pieces aren't ready yet!! omg!! need to jyjy even more!!
yay-ness!! tmr going out with qiaohui to partyworld...really hope yuhui could come too...please dar!! tell me you are free...lol...anw, it will be a one day to enjoy before working like crazy again hahas...

.#emily

signs out with a sigh..
hais..
<3

2009-03-18T13:10:00.002+08:00

Everyday, I look around
Seems that no one's ever satisfied
Could it be, that underneath
We've all got something to hide?

From the moment we arrive
We want to fill the space inside
We all need to feel alive

If it's love that keeps us breathin'
Gives us something to believe in
Is it fear that makes us blind?
Tell me, why is love so hard to find?

If we hear so much about it
And we can't go on without it
Let the mystery unwind
Tell me, why is love so hard to find?

All I know is when you find it
Even earth can feel like you're in heaven
Tell me now, unlock the secret
Help us all to find the hidden treasure

From the moment we arrive
We want to fill the space inside
We all need to feel alive

jesse mccartney- why is love so hard to find
<3

2009-03-17T00:04:00.001+08:00

t's all about endurance today, and you'll be able to do anything for any length of time -- including sitting through that boring meeting without falling asleep, handling that dreadful blind date with effortless charm, and waiting in a long line without grumbling one bit. You have some serious strength of patience deep down inside of you, and boy will it come to your rescue today. Entertaining yourself has never been so easy. You'll always be in your happy place, no matter where you are.

-friendster horoscope.

lol well i did endure...not as if i nv lo hahas...well and i bought my watch woohoooo!!!!!! hehe....thanks for all who send blessings to me hehe...i'm fine and healthy and oh yay i'm kicking !! i'm so going to pe like hell...i need to lose alot of weight man...
well, at least 3kgs hahas...kind of relieved...so quite happy =)

.#emily

2009-03-15T23:09:00.003+08:00

Money is starting to play a different role in your life -- it is beginning to seem like there are more important things in the world than account balances and shiny new things. As material goods lose their luster, more humble and beautiful things are starting to hold a magnetic appeal for you. Other people in your life might be confused by your new focus on quality over quantity, but they will be quick to join you in this new way of thinking. Priorities are shifting.

-friendster horoscope

lol if this is saying that i'm caring alot about my health more than money, i AGREE....i've never felt so afraid before...i mean i have when i was in some scary ghost mansion or something and hotel 626 but this terrifies me abit more afterall i don't want anything to happen to me...now i'm beginning to cherish alot of things hahas...omg omg...why things always happens like that....like when u feel that u might lose something then u start cherishing it hahas...awww....so stupid...well, wad i cherished most: friendship/relationship...well, this two ships are totally wrecked so i have only one thing that i cherish most and that is my family and it is the most important thing ever...so pls pls pls doc pls tell me i'm not going to lose them...please...

.#emily

I'M NOT EMO-ing
its just fear..
<3

2009-03-13T20:20:00.001+08:00

If you need to get a message across to someone, you have no time to waste. So skip the subliminal stuff -- hinting around isn't going to get you anywhere (it so seldom does). Plus, by beating around the bush about things, you could end up confusing the situation even more. Today, you've got to come right out and say what you have to say. Be clear, honest and of course tactful (like you usually are). Your forthrightness will earn you respect and honesty in return.

-friendster horoscope YOU ARE SO FREAKING SCARY

lol BUT BUT BUT i'm not going to be clear and honest....i will start to be who i am and not someone i pretend to be...lol learning to at least...first step: learn how to trust? which is the most toughest thing to do....well i only know that's wad i have to do so hopefully i'll learn soon...because i've really lost alot of things because of this stupid word and of course hiding who i really am or maybe i'm just like that hahas i'm not sure...but that's something i have to find out...i don't wanna hint anymore..neither do i wanna get that message across...i mean come on seriously, i've already given up on that...so let's just concentrate on studies studies and studies... =D

health issues again...didn't blog last night cos i kind of felt freaking dizzy,sleepy and pain...not to mention i fainted in band [OMG] that shouldn't have happened...everyone i'm really sry for wad happened ytd..i promise it won't happen ever again..lol because of that i went to the polyclinic today...they refer me to a&e but i didn't go...

the reason for that?
hahas...i kind of went home str8 to get my surgical doc's phone number so that i can contact him and book appt with him...can anyone actually believe this? i can't even believe i did that hahas...well, since i wanna PE and i wanna go BAND, i wanna RECOVER...so i finally decided to see my doc =D

.#emily

end of story
misunderstandings?
i don't think so..
<3

2009-03-11T20:29:00.002+08:00

You will be let in on some very juicy secrets today, but what you hear is probably not going to surprise you too much. Your hunches were right on, and you'll have to try hard to resist shouting 'I knew it' when the dirt is divulged. Your near-psychic intuition should be kept under wraps right now -- otherwise, people are going to want to hear what you think, which will put you squarely in the middle of a drama that you should have nothing to do with.

-quoted from friendster horoscope

lol was i let into any secrets? hahas..not sure man...don't rmb anything about it...but today was econs test...hmmm kind of easy but i didn't really put in much effort to write alot except for that 8marks and 3marks question...the 2marks qn i didn't really bother hahas..just wrote main points and left it there...i finished like less than 30mins so its kind of shocking cos i thought i was rushing for time which we were suppose to for econs tests...well not for this one ...

.#emily

in love
with pandan cakes
<3

2009-03-10T19:04:00.000+08:00

A tough challenge lies ahead of you today, but everything will be fine if you just take your time with things. Don't think of all the many different details at once -- you will only get overwhelmed! And whatever you do, don't make any specific promises. The last thing you need are unnecessary deadlines hanging over your head. Show the people involved that they can trust you to get the job done. How? By being calm and confident -- even if you don't feel that way.

-quoted from friendster horoscope

lol don't really get wad they are trying to tell me but i'll try to understand hahas...hmmm today was a fine day..but the weather is kind of bad right? not raining but yet cold...dark clouds but no storm...it even shows how i feel lol if that's what i'm feeling? hahas...kind of contradicting again but doesn't matter. going to study econs soon cos there's a test tmr...i get so tired nowadays ..wonder why...and wads wrong hahas...

.#emily

random
tonight?
<3

2009-03-09T20:47:00.004+08:00

random

introducing my dinner tonight!!

If you are feeling like no one is appreciating you right now, it's not because you don't deserve praise -- it's because you are not demanding it loudly enough! Your ego isn't something that grows on its own. Instead, you have to nurture it. And sometimes, you have to fight for it. Ask for that raise. Remind people of the good ideas you submitted -- you know, the ones that made that project such a success? You can't wait for people to notice your real worth. You have to promote yourself more boldly.

-quoted from friendster horoscope

lol i do? hahas...nah...not going to do something like that...i mean i don't really feel that way hahas...and even if no one appreciates it, its okay as long as i know wad i did and i'm proud of it its really okay that no one knows =D its more important about wad i think about myself than wad others think right? lol i dunno...

cooked my own dinner for the first time since super long ago lol....i really cooked!!! as in not the maggi but dong fen hehe...lol i love dong fen like crazy...its like can't live without it...its my oxygen hahas...must eat everyday de...and i'm serious...lol i cooked today because they didn't sell it at school today... hahas...

.#emily

loves this
<3

2009-03-08T22:18:00.002+08:00

Are you hungry for a more intellectual connection with that new cutie in your life? Start getting comfortable with the idea that it just might not happen. If the attraction doesn't go much deeper than physical attraction, you can't push it. But at the same time, if that's not enough for you, then you need to be ready to move on. You're never going to be happy with someone who doesn't give you everything you need -- including scintillating conversations.

-quoted from friendster horoscope
LOL i seriously dunno what cutie they referring to...no cuties in my life for now...unless u talking about the cute friends i have in 09S10 perhaps that's quite true lol hahas..LAME i know..okok...just came back from work...super tired today cos i kind of came home together with my parents and then my mum and i went to bpp to buy stuff and she bought me this super duper cute hello kitty dress hehe..love love mummy!! then we had dinner downstairs..lol ate the usual sotong and stingray which is super nice and the soup was like OMG DAMN FREAKING NICE...lol today quite happy...not much situations...lol was thinking of wearing seriously nice clothes to work from now on cos i mastered the art of not getting dirt on my clothes so i think i can start wearing nicer clothes hehe...crazy but quite cool so i'm just going to try out for a few more weeks see how =D

.#emily

MOVEON
YOU DUMB GIRL
[referring to myself..]
<3

2009-03-07T23:39:00.003+08:00

i'm kind of relieved....thanks to my dear mummy!! i love you mummy!! hahas...i'm fine right now...because mummy helped me on my situations...lol at least she's someone i can turn to nowadays...if not, its like seriously no one else to turn to alr...
somehow my blogname is really something we should believe in lol...sounds ironic but who cares hahas...

have been craving for jesse mccartney's songs nowadays...lol he is so super cute!! too bad i think he has a girlfriend hahas...okok i'm being crazy again...but still i'll nv forget my one and only love for rob pattinson =P

2009-03-07T19:52:00.002+08:00

i have so much things that i wanna share with u and ask you for opinions...somehow you're the one i want to talk to ...but yet i don't have the guts to...i really wished nothing happened between us at all so we could still be friends and i can share my things with you totally without having to worry at all and think so much...i shouldn't have said so much things...and neither should i ever told you my feelings..why didn't i choose to bury this 1yr long feeling to make it become a feeling totally forgotten and never mentioned?

everytime i play that song, i'll always think of you...afterall its a song completely made all because of you...i really dunno why i did all those things i did...i'm like feeling really dumb and stupid right now...hate it when this feeling overwhelms me...but now everything is over...trying hard to move on and forget about it..but can i do it?

2009-03-07T17:44:00.002+08:00

Do the world a favor today -- talk to as many people as you can! Your charm is at its height right now, so don't hide it away or save it for the people you know best. Start deep conversations with new people. Surprise someone you stand next to in line at the grocery store by asking them what they think about a recent news event. Find out what that person sitting next to you at the cafe wanted to be when they grew up. You may get funny looks. But you'll also get some fascinating experiences.

-quoted from friendster horoscope

lol don't feel like blogging cos i dunno wad to say
oh i went to get someone's gift and found a watch that i really like hehe...hope daddy will buy that for me cos i think its awesome...but i'll also buy an adidas watch for the sake of sports activities when i recover =D ehhh...today half day only so came back early..going to do hw and watch my super ex gf on channel 5 =D

.#emily

loves you
hates you
trying to forget
everything about you
<3

2009-03-06T16:38:00.003+08:00

Your energy is going to get better and stronger as the day goes on, so it's a great day to start something -- anything. Whether you finally pick up that dust-covered copy of Tolstoy's classics, embark on a new diet, or call up that cutie to ask for a date, there will be a great deal of momentum in your day -- and you will make a great deal of progress right away. Your level of commitment has never been stronger, and you should capitalize on it today.

-quoted from friendster horoscope..

didn't do well for chinese...unexpected grades but i can live with it can i? after all if i do well in other subjects that score doesn't really matter...although i thought i could have done better than this...hahas wasn't really disappointed because i know i didn't work hard at all...but this will die die not happen to my GSC i'm so going to work hard on that...hahas as wad friendster horoscope have written, yes i have asked someone out but its not a cutie hehe..just a friend but my diet is doing great..veg everyday except friday...its been cool..nv felt better =) and i feel even more healthier with this diet...but the next aim would be eating lesser than how mcuh i'm eating right now...a few more months and i'm going to start gyming...i've also come to a decision and that is : emily is not going to visit the doc's... don't think there is a need to...don't think i'm stubborn this time because i've taken everything into considerations...i'm thinking its just my mentality towards the operation...but in time, it'll be forgotten even if there's a scar...just like how the painful memories will disappear too emily will survive everything =) jyjy!!

.#emily

decisions
made
moveon...
<3

2009-03-06T09:00:00.000+08:00

sitting in the canteen using my phone to surf the net in search of hope and happiness i finally found him...the person who used to be someone so cool and funny. memories came to my mind ...suddenly i feel as if i've returne d into the past those were the days i'll never forget. those fun and carefree days.
i realise how dumb i am to be waiting for someone who doesn't like me back and i should seriously just move on but think about the time i started liking him, its seriously difficult for me to just move on like that right? i mean omg la its like alr one year so i suppose its going to be real hard to forget everything? we'll be getting our MT results later oh boy which means that i'm going to emo or still stay cheerful?? hahas we shall see then =)
josiah's campaigning today lol hope alot of ppl will vote for him jyjy!!

.#emily

tired of being
the one
left out...
<3

2009-03-05T14:39:00.002+08:00

You'll see someone struggling later on today, and you should do what you can to lend them a hand. Not only will it make you feel good about yourself, it will help you get back in touch with your more selfless, compassionate side. It can be extremely empowering to sacrifice some of your time and energy for the sake of someone else -- especially when that someone is as vocal with their gratitude as this person will be! The rewards you receive for what you do today will grow more valuable over time

-quoted from friendster horoscope

lol i'm at school right now inside the library....it was quite quiet at first...but now its kind of noisy because more and more ppl are coming in...lol but i'm like using my cute lil ipod so don't really hear anything hahas...first time blog at school!!! because i normally don't go into the library in the first place..hahas..show how lazy i am last yr lo hehe...so i'm kind of implying that i'm a lil more hard working than last time hahas...hmmm...today had a relapse again during GSC lesson zzz...sometimes really cannot stand myself man..seriously very very irritating...wish i can just kill myself to ease the pain lol but i won't do something like that hahas...there's still things i wanna do so i can't jsut die like that..sschool has been boring nowadays...lol but the piano session just now was fun...went to the hall with yuhui dar cos chem teacher didn't come and we had extra add on-s to our 4hour break =D i know its kind of dumb luh but wad to do lol timetable's fault!! okay okay back to the piano part..i played my song to yuhui...lol freaking emo song but i love it (:
dear bro, i did something extra to the song so when i'm free i replay the whole thing again..
hehe i admit its because of someone that's why i wrote it lol so if u don't really know wad theme to choose, take it that i wrote it for someone k =D

.#emily

nothing will happen

right?

i wish things

were different...

2009-03-04T22:17:00.001+08:00

Pay attention to an unusual minor detail that comes up when someone tells you something in confidence this morning. Because part of the secret they are sharing is a clue to another, even bigger secret! And if you can get in touch with your inner private detective, you can figure out the rest of the story -- what they don't want to tell you just yet. This inside knowledge will put you in a very powerful position, so use it wisely. Don't spread the word too quickly if you want to remain a confidante.

-quoted from friendster horoscope

lol emily is like not in a mood to blog today...blogging for the sake of blogging only...damn freaking painful luh!!!! i hate this man....lol i know wad u wanna say gracia =D i know u wanna say" you stubborn girl!! go see a doc la!!

hahas...we'll see how about that ya? =P i still wanna see how bad this can go first before seriously consider going to the doc...lol i don't really wanna know the truth actually..its kind of scary to me? i mean wad if something bad happens???? omg la its like so scary lo okok...wadeva..don't care about that...i'm very unwell so slping early..tmr then do chem... =P

.#emily

signing out in
3
2
1
<3

2009-03-03T17:34:00.002+08:00

You have many different opportunities tempting you today, so which one will you pick? Well, which one do you want to pick? For once, no one has direct control over what you do, right now. No one is watching and waiting for you to make the choice that will help them. You get to do whatever you want! This might be an unfamiliar sensation, but it's a great one! Follow your mood and do whatever you want, whenever you want to do it. It's time to put yourself first.

-quoted from friendster horoscope

hmmm put myself first ehh..hahas..that ought to be difficult...but i'll try k? hahas..omg so true la i'm just going to follow my mood as usual but lucky thing is i'm kind of in a good mood cos i ate alot of things today...hehe...bought alot of gummies so its kind of crazy...going to stuff my locker with food by tmr cos there's another bag fo food at home i've yet to bring to school because my bag was overloaded today...lol have been chiong-ing piano theory the whole afternoon because i wasted my time resting for my stupid health this morning...urgh!! i'm suppose to like stay alright luh...end up due to medicatiion things don't go my way....zzz...irritating man!! lol anywho, going for piano lesson soon...going to like slp super early because i'm like still not feeling well? hahas..

.#emily has completed that "thing" alr!! bro hurry hurry!!

can't seem to get off my mind
omg!!
shoo shoo!! =x
<3

2009-03-02T23:02:00.003+08:00

Today, fresh air is the best treatment for whatever ails you, from a blue mood to a headache. So get out there into the wide-open outdoors and breathe deeply! Being in a physically expansive space will help you expand your mind, as well. You're more interested in a very distant-seeming goal than ever before. And if the weather isn't hospitable, then open up your mind by talking to someone who disagrees with you on a lot of things. Challenge your beliefs and you'll find new a passion for them.

-quoted from friendster horoscope

emily is still doing math right now hahas...just online-ed to do stuffs that i normally do...lol don't feel like elaborating so ya hahas..hmmm today raining lol wow the horoscope even knows when it rains hahas...don't really get the friendster horoscope today...lol today was quite a day for me...i was quite excited about sch so i came to sch with a super high mood then i sort of calmed down abit then relapse again lol this time round not very serious so i'm still fine...having back aches again which is like super irritating...omg luh just saw the news...ntu thingy is so going to become a super big news highlight where everyone will be like closely updated by everything...damn scary luh...wonder why such a thing happened...hmmm...

.#emily still as stubborn as before =P

and the best part?
i admit it =D
can't get u off my mind....
<3

2009-03-01T20:53:00.002+08:00

Any business transactions you participate in today should be given your most intense concentration. Make sure you get the correct change at the drugstore. Re-read a contract before signing on the dotted line. Save that receipt from the big box store. Take nothing for granted. No one is necessarily trying to trick you or cheat you, but you need to start protecting yourself more conscientiously. It doesn't take any more effort, and will save you a lot of money and headaches down the line.

-quoted from friendster horoscope

emily is like freaking insane today at work....lol i challenged my mummy into a money fight then i kind of won la cos i was like seriously very hyper so my mummy was like laughing like mad cos i keep screaming out the price...lol then i saw alot alot alot of SBGL ppl!!! its like omg luh hahas...told my mummy that i'll seee alot of ppl and i did hahas...alot of customers but only one person whom i knew kind of shocked to see him there but wtheck right hahas..i see all kinds of ppl there so its enjoying except the part where i have to face idiotic disgusting weird uncles and of course SBGL ppl who seeks trouble all the time :D lol then before i left i suddenly started laughing like crazy and i sort of shocked this customer cos my face turned red from laughing too much...well, that's because he is like the first one to say hello that day to my mummy... hahas..can u imagine its like whole day and only one said hello to you...most of the time is my mummy who says hello la so its sort of funny when someone says back especially if its a stranger..lol but had fun today from all the laughter...hope every weekend is that enjoyable...ohoh and i realise one thing...i didn't hear the noon chime thingy this month =(

awww!!!~~ =P
p.s: if u wanna know wad is SBGL, pls come and ask me hahas...cannot write here...abit funny =P
.#emily

is
on
drugs
since ytd night???
lol... =x
<3

2009-02-28T21:05:00.002+08:00

You have a very intense and bright energy deep inside of you, and you need to let it out to shine and enlighten the world! So what if you don't have a plan or any specific idea about what to do with all of it? Just open up your mouth and the right words will come out. Start singing and the song will be beautiful. Take that leap, and your creativity will carry you safely to the ground. Start trusting yourself more, and you'll see that your energy can take on a life of its own.

-quoted from friendster horoscope

lol damn true la i'm like seriously super duper high right now but don't feel like talking hahas...hmm just went mass shopping at popular...i drop my pouch and hit my leg.... damn painful!! hahas...lol just found out 20march got sale at expo hehe...yay its a friday so maybe i'll go shop shop abit =D ppl shop at orchard i shop at popular!! hahas...ohoh bought a new dater cos i seem to lost my old one..this time die also won't lose it hehe...because of friendster horoscope i've been like blogging almost every single day isn't this awesome??!!! hahas...damn crazy right now...text to all my super cool hot awesome fantastic peeps: I LOVE YALL LIKE I'VE NEVER LOVED ANYONE BEFORE you guys rock my life to the max!! =D

haven't eat dinner yet hehe..shall take my dinner now although i don't feel hungry hahas...i bought hokkien mee!! uncle gave me alot again ...die man can't finish again..hahas...ohoh i don't believe in that horoscope from **mag man...hahas...lying to me lo who say i can get my love wishes easily de!! liar liar pant on fire =P ahhhh run for your life!! =)

.#emily

is in
the sea
of love~??
<3

2009-02-27T17:57:00.004+08:00

It is a good day to start something -- especially a new relationship! Whether it's a business partnership, a new friendship, or even a new romance, it is highly likely to be successful and long-lasting. As long as you stay relaxed and easy-going today, you'll have all the charm you need to draw people to you. So even if you're a bit nervous, smile and crack a joke. Show people that you are at ease around them, and they will be more at ease around you.

-quoted from friendster horoscope

lol at this rate, no relationship is going to start hahas so don't even think about it...shouldn't have said it out loud hahas...but girl you are right man...i wouldn't have found out if i didn't say it out clearly =D perhaps a new friendship would be a great thing for me hahas...hmmm since the horoscope say so, i shall bring forward the day hehe...

i hereby announce to all that emily no longer has any god brothers and gods sisters be it younger or older.... from this day onwards, there is no more than friendship between all my ex-god bro and god sisters!! ( applies only to sec school =P )

signed, emily =D

hehe hmmm lol i was too calm this morning man....why didn't this message come earlier...so sorry to my dar...today see me black face cos i was so tired, stressed and troubled plus i didn't feel like talking at all and i dunno why....but i'm all better now hahas ate ice cream maybe that's why i'm feeling so crazy right now..been such a long time since i ate ice cream...first time i took so fast to get over something...wonder why huh...maybe it is dwelling beneath but i choose to ignore that's why? lol...thanks to ppl who comforted me i love you guys so so much!! hahas..

k going to take a nap then wake up do work then tmr go work like mad hehe earn money earn money!! =D

.#emily

hate that i love you
=P
<3

2009-02-25T22:02:00.002+08:00

A work-related event will offer you an opportunity to expand your connections, so have some extra business cards at hand. You've got to build a network before you can work that network! Whether you're looking to add more contacts to your career search or just a few more digits to your little black book, remember to follow up. Let people know you remember them and they're important to you. It's all about showing them the you that you want to project. It's okay to be a little shameless every now and then.

-quoted from friendster horoscope

lol i'm just going to post everyday's horoscope here la since nowadays every single one of them seriously mean something to me no matter how small it is...hais...so freaking tired from project agape lol worked from 930 all the way to 630 is like OMG can faint liao....see blood until like totally immune to it hahas...i think i got to know alot of ppl luh hahas....super funny cos i'm kinda of afraid that ppl will say hi to me and i might be like huh who are you and stuff hahas...would be seriously awkward la but would be alil fun and joyous to my life in PJC i guess =D anyway, life here right now seriously suck to the max except 09S10 hahas..still miss 08S10 but somehow its abit different nowadays..but still, life is sucking to the core nowadays and i'm really sick and tired of this crap so let's just zip it and throw it away.. still enjoying myself without that much of stress and finally NO MORE MONEY ISSUES!!! hooray!!! lol damn sian lo everyday skip one meal and eat 2bucks a day is seriously not good...plus when i'm not feeling well, it gets worse =D

end of with this cute pic =D

.#emily

2009-02-24T23:06:00.003+08:00

The dreams you've had about your life are starting to come true -- at least partly. A new person comes into your life today, although their role might be so minimal that you won't even notice them there. But you will soon enough! This is a good time to get rid of emotional baggage and attain closure on any outstanding unrequited loves you've been wallowing in. This new person could represent a huge leap forward for you in terms of romance and the future.

-quoted from friendster horoscope

lol omg la its like so seriously true....wad i dreamt about actually did happened...well seriously partly..but somehow i didn't really see the new person which came into my life today hahas.. where are you man? hahas...time to let the past thingy go le...hmmmm so damn true...lol no more living in that past memory of you...shoo shoo and hello future =D

.#emily

is abit crazy
tonight =x
<3

2009-02-23T21:32:00.001+08:00

i must seriously admit that i did feel abit sad about wad has happened...and perhaps regret abit? but after chatting with mummy for awhile, i realised that i shouldn't be sad at all....i mean wad's the point right...lol finally ppl start to show their true colours...and i admit too that even i have flaws that were hidden and now has been revealed...slowly, as time passes, things start to change and somehow everything is different...i sometimes wish that things would be back to where it started..but come to think of it, why bother about wad's in the past? just look forward and care about what's in front of me...lol repeated this like dunno how many times? but who cares...anywho, rest assured that from this day on, i'm just going to lead life as how its suppose to be and heck about wadeva thingy that will obstruct this quiet and peaceful life? lol okay maybe not the quiet part but more of the peaceful part hahas...hais....even after chatting with mummy abit, kind of still need someone to talk to...sadly, she's too busy with her stuff and i really don't wanna bother her too much...just wish that she would be alil free to listen but i really don't wanna disturb her...wish i could pour everything to her including the part where i missed out but everything is just too late...

.#emily

emo
get out of my life =x
<3

2009-02-22T22:23:00.002+08:00

emily is still not feeling well...despite that, she still went to work =P
i know i know...still being stubborn and naughty hahaas... but who cares =P
eating like alot of medicines at one go for once...lol long time since i ate so much medicines at once..damn weird...lol getting more and more confused as days went by....wondering if wad i did last time was worth it and how i'm so freaking regretting the choice i made to let him go...urghh....okay man seriously wadeva...since its done already, i don't think it matters anymore hahas...wad's most important is wad's in front of me and also him hahas...i'm getting weird again .... =x

damn tired liao but going to do abit of work then turn in =D

.#emily

miss you
alot
<3

2009-02-20T17:31:00.002+08:00

had an outing with 09S10 today...lol started confessing to each other about stuff and also tell each other ghosts stories hahas...lucky nv say all the ghost stories if not every friday not enough to say hahas...omg la realise class damn funny ...alot of seriously funny stuff and damn super cute can hahas...omg luh i confessed something that i shouldn't confess now i'm feeling even more confused after saying it out loud and also very guilty for some other stuff hehe...okok that's private...okay this is like one of the funniest days in 2009 alr...hopefully there's more to come hahas...appendicites relapse again...damn sickening...have been feeling seriously not good for these 2 days and i have to hold on no matter wad...ewww....feeling very awful....ytd almost fainted lol nv faint before so the feeling is kidn of weird..suddenly everything seem so dark..hahas..ok and i shivered like mad this morning...
zzz wad mummy say is like seriously becoming more and more true and scary in an idiotic and irritating way...just wish somehow all of these thingy-ies can go away and leave me alone exceppt those that i wan it to stay la hhaas...which i'm so not going to say out hehe...
i'm kindof happy today...after that chatting and confession session somehow i'm feeling better alr although i still feel pain but at least its alot better hahas

cheers~??

.#emily

just wish

again...

its not going to come true..

nv...

2009-02-14T20:47:00.002+08:00

lol don't feel like commenting on orientation...but can say that i enjoyed myself lo hahas sort of relearn fun mass and cute dance....my class not bad..getting to know them better...seems like a nice group of ppl hahas...as unique as usual S10s..hopefully won't change much after this yr...don't wanna anything to change hahas...still the same quote la!!

hmmm today didn't go band cos ytd had orientation so everything kind of pushed to today...had to explain..zzz sian man...syf year we need to buck up and i need to continuously attend band..kind of happy that i attended band prac on wed rather than stay on for orientation...learn alot hahas..

erm...still haven't recover everyone's contact so i'mm still like short of alot of contacts..if you guys are free, pls pls update me with ur numbers k? thanks =D

lol oh oh today's valentines hahas...but sadly i'm not someone who will celebrate this occasion so its kind of like not much fun to me...lol and i was working and thinking of dozing off half of the time...but wishing all who celebrates a happy valentines =)

.#emily

still wishes that

things nv changed..

why?

2009-02-11T21:35:00.002+08:00

hehe...today is a great day!! we met our new classmates, played games with them...saw our great OGLs [u guys rock =)] and of course i spent the whole day with my darling talking about stuffs and basically crapping our way through boring things we had in the morning hahas...didn't feel enthu today cos its kind of like we've done it before and everything seems so similar only different...ironic ain't it? hahas...okay i went for band today cos i love band so much...my senior took us for sectionals and OMG he is like seriously good...his sound and everything is like super perfect luh!! damn jealous hahas...but its kinda cool when seniors come back to teach..that way we learn more things =D
okok...then i went home with corinne and crapped with her abit...then went out to bpp with my parents for dinner..hehe..ate kopitiam...omg lo long time nv eat there le...hmmmm....mummy bought me a new checkered dress..heheh...it totally suit me and i always have a "thing" for checkers so just nice? hahas...anyway i've been like checking out the dress for quite some time alr...finally bought it hehe..happy happy!! oh oh...my phone is great...i love this phone...its like the best phone i've ever had..only prob is i dunno how to set the connection yet so currently using some connection which i have no idea wad i'm using so i need to stop using check the bill this month before calling starhub to ask about the internet thingy lol have been signing in to msn using it...so its kinda risky if i don't know wad i'm connected to...lol oh no...typed too much today =P

.#emily

ciaos i450

& hello HTC diamond pro =D

2009-02-10T14:05:00.002+08:00

lol today school celebrating valentine's day...hahas of all the ppl, i'm one of those who seriously don't like to celebrate valentines...lol its been like that since dunno when...and i don't accept gifts from ppl either...even if i do, i'll not keep it =) no offense to anyone of course...but err... sweets and lollipops and thingy-ies from yuhui dar are very welcomed cos i seriously love them hahas...hmmmbut other than that, nahh.. hahas...other than that, no more!! valentines day is like this saturday and i intend to work the whole day...so it would be fun and hopefully we'll get to see alot of lovely couples that day =D

in a very good mood today...at first it was kind of boring cos of the headstart programme thingy and i got nothing to do at all...but the ocean's eleven clip was quite interesting hahas...made me feel like watching the movie =D

having piano lessons at 3plus hehe...today double session woohooo....crazy man...
hehe...today will be the day i win no matter wad so don't fight me =D

.#emily

will win!!
<3

2009-02-09T18:11:00.000+08:00

lol got my new phone...initially very happy...but then i accidentally deleted all the contacts....trying to put all my contacts in....damn sian hahas...but still happy =D

.#emily

<3

2009-02-08T20:52:00.003+08:00

lol okay....i didn't get my phone today cos of some reasons hahas...hopefully can get it tmr lo plus i just reached home...super super super tired....leg dying...crying for help alr hahas..poor legs later massage you k? =D
hmmmm....tmr got sch again...and i'm officially fired from work cos daddy found a new worker hahas...hais...fired =( see la...unemplyment rate nowadays really increasing...hahas kidding kidding....i'm not a permanent worker for him anyways...so its usual...i always get employed and sacked as and when he needs me =P

.#emily

happy
sad
tired
thought about alot of things..
<3

2009-02-08T09:40:00.003+08:00

lol nothing much to blog nowadays .....hahas....no news or happy events except today would be the day i say goodbye to samsung i450 and HELLO new phone =D

going t o work soon...

.#emily

energetic once again!!
<3

2009-02-04T19:19:00.002+08:00

lol at first, today is seriously a effing bad day..i woke up at 730 for the first time in my entire pjc life and first time late for school....zzz last time i'm either super early or moderately early hahas...okok i overslept too much today hahas...and i looked seriously lost when they asked us to stand outside the office thingy..i was thinking: am i suppose to be here and there?!! and the teacher looked so fierce =x

anyway, then went down to the parade square saw everyone sitting there and the atmosphere was abit creepy ...so i sat down and teacher scolded us for not bringing our thermometers =P i completely forgot about it!! omgosh!! hahas...then we went to meet up with teacher to go for yishun elderly care centre thingy...hehe quite happy that some ppl didn't go and some ppl replaced but quite sad at the same time cos we couldn't be with our group at the clementi side and had to be with some other ppl from some other group but wtheck cos we are afterall all from kairos so its kind of fine for me =D

the elderly care thingy was quite fun....at first it was abit scary cos we don't really know wad to do...abit lost la...then after that i sat down and sort of learnt how to play dominoes hahas..the elderly ppl taughter me =D
then we went for lunch and i ate abit of mcflurry today hehe...so long nv eat ice cream le...finally get to taste abit but shocking thing was i only managed to finish 1/2 of it only!! omgosh!! i normally finish a cup in a few minutes?! wad happen to emily!!
okay, then teacher drive us back to sch [ thanks mr koh =D ]
reached sch, talked to some ppl abit....and my mood started to change drastically!!
KAISHI is in band!!! woohooooooooo DSA SUCCESS double woohooooooo!! yay!! hehe not lonely anymore muahahaha...just hope the other girl will join too!! cos i managed to clique quite well with her =)

.#emily

i love band now!
as in more la hahas!
=x
<3

2009-02-03T21:46:00.002+08:00

hehehehehe
kind of in a good mood right now...
dunno why but i'm super happy right now =D
now i understand why my friends say "TIME HAVE CHANGED"
indeed time have changed and ppl change along with it...whether good or bad, it's simply awesome...lol was kind of stressed over something in the morning though...hahas..but its kind of solved already so nothing much to worry about? =D
hmmm...starting this friday or thursday, i'll be working at my dad's place and omgosh i so need to properly plan my time abit so that i can at least still come home and do abit of revision but i turn in!! school is starting soon and we have to be twice as hardworking so good luck to me, good luck to you, good luck to everyone !! may all be happy and joyful this whole year round (:

.#emily

i'm working
on valentines too!!
AWESOME!! =P
<3

2009-02-02T21:43:00.003+08:00

second day of cny
lol this time i'll make it a real short one...
i went to my relatives house to bai nian...then i saw my cousins then we went downstairs for pool initially 6of us then it sort of narrowed down to only two because the others left for yusheng hahas..since i kind of done it for like twice, i thought there wasn't a need to go again so i chose to stay downstairs with my cousin...we played for 2-3hours and more than 5games hahas..wondering how come they are still not down yet...damn hilarious...
okok then pool ended we went upstairs for awhile then left to go home to get dessert and who knew dad fell asleep and his 10minutes became 2hrs and we all were late for uncle raymond's celebration but we reached there at around 8plus then hang out abit, drank abit, played abit, piano-ed abit, sing abit then everything kind of ended at 1plus 2? we reached home around 2 and by the time we were done washing up and stuff its 2plus and there's sch tmr hahas...so i sort of went to sch super early with two big panda eyes then came back str8 after lessons cos i was seriously too tired and my back was aching like crazy...lol okay so that's about it for cny celebs !

not to forget, i met my new god mum on thursday along with my uncle and mum, she's great, she's my mummy's bestie and she is super lovable and not to forget super cool =D
friday we had mj session at home..and it was hilarious...playing with them, is like seriously no stress at all..you just have to prepare yourself to continuously laugh like mad for more than dunno how many hours =)

alright that's about everything! and omg today is a new day for J1s..lol looking at them makes us rmb of how we used to be when we were J1s =P

.#emily

loving every minute of this
<3

2009-02-01T13:00:00.002+08:00

woohoo~
CNY rawks like crqazy this year =D
fist day`
grandma's house!!
saw my cute little niece princess celeste!! super super adorable baby =D
had super nice food cooked by my beloved grandma
i even took picture with princess celeste hahas...so happy!!
celebration at our house!!
we had fun playing mj!! there's was super good food cos dad cooked shark's fin, sweet and sour pork and many more other dishes!! there was surprise visit from our special relatives and the whole celebration was brought to another whole new level...lol i don't know wad i'm talking about..anyway!! we took alot of pictures with our relatives and not to forget the entire sin grandppl!! hahas...i wonder how i can get hold of those pictures lol...wanna post them here =P
then we watched abit of cj7
then i asked my cousin to play duet song on piano with me!! i had a super fun time playing with her...she's awesome man!! sight reading skills like a 100%? hahas i seriously had fun playing piano with her =) couldn't get anyone good enough to play...lol therefore, i conclude that she's one of the best pianist i've actually found for now =P
then i played mj with my other cousins while the other ppl were inside the house playing poker !
lol and so, everyone played like mad till 3plus in the morning? hahas..then everyone went home..
well, i went to bed at 3plus cos we still have two special destinations on the second day of cny =D

lol if i write this in an entire post,
ppl reading it will kill me =D
i'll continue the cny thingy later ? hahas

.#emily

enjoying every minute of life
<3

2009-01-24T20:57:00.003+08:00

finally know who i seriously have feelings for...but now its too late for anything to happen...hahas just hope that everyone will be super happy and living in bliss =)
as for myself, let's just say everything is officially over...its back to square one once again and nothing more than that...
lol getting more and more emo in my blog nowadays...LOL sh*t!! have to start saying all the positive stuffs....hahas

.#emily

didn't know
i am like that
till now...
<3

2009-01-24T00:21:00.001+08:00

Have you been spending too much time exploring new things and not spending enough time with the tried and true? There is nothing wrong with where you are now, who you are with now, and what you are doing now -- so enjoy the moment. Sometimes, focusing too much on your next steps in life only keeps you from appreciating where you are right now. Being content is not a sign of having no ambitions in life -- it just a sign that you are wise and happy.

?? seriously don't get wad this means....
friendster horoscope sometimes puts ppl in weird thoughts...

.#emily

confused
enough....
<3

2009-01-22T20:59:00.000+08:00

today sucks to the ultimate max....
at first i went sch, someone don't wanna talk to me
i saw her again when i was about to sign out
i talked to him to explain alot of things but apparently wad i wanted to say still didn't get conveyed cos of my stupid mind and something else..but it turned out i felt better
then i took bus and mrt to payar lebar to get my dumb back fixed...
past three times before i go, i'll definitely dream of (: ....
it sort of eased the pain abit?
this time round, i didn't dream at all...wonder why...
but after the treatment, i understood....this was the worst acupuncture i've ever had in my entire 17yrs of living...
let's compare...
last three times : scream abit...less than 10jars poked onto my back...
this time round: scream like hell and cried there for the first time...exactly 16jars poked...plus this time its full back...crazy man...it seriously hurt like sh*t...
anw, i wonder why i didn't dream about (: at all...weird weird de...
then i took cab back to band..today all the cab uncles are seriously good to me..treat me damn nice...i got discounted...paid only 20bucks from payar lebar all the way to pjc =D thank you unlces!!
went to band...set up my instrument super slowly...started to play and at the same time started shivering and crying :'(...
after band, i called yuhui and cry somemore cos it was still hurting me...
i tried calling her but apparently, she is still ignoring me =(
then cabbed home...and had my usual chicken rice after acupuncture as something to comfort me...i bathed...and omg...just realised not suppose to bath if not will get sick...pls pray hard that i don't get sick cos cny is coming ....
SOB LIKE HELL TODAY AND I CANNOT BELIEVE I COULDN'T CONTROL AT ALL...

.#emily

i'm
so disappointed
in myself...
<3

2009-01-21T23:56:00.002+08:00

OMG today's friendster horoscope is seriously frightening....freaking me out luh!!

scorpio's!!
Some recent good news has gotten you all excited, but you need to be careful that your enthusiasm doesn't get the best of you today. Not everyone understands why you're in such a good mood, and they could feel left out unless you let them in on your secret. Give them a chance to be happy for you! Getting caught up in the moment is fine, but just make sure that you don't leave others behind. You need to control your image and be more inclusive right now.

lol i should tell those who doesn't understand why i'm in such a good mood?
like for instance??? any clue??? someone tell me??
i'll make sure i won't leave anyone behind =)

.#emily

i'll try my best?
<3

2009-01-21T18:36:00.000+08:00

emily is happy that she lost weight due to her healthy dieting style and jogging and gyming but guess wad? she's not happy that she realise there's this super huge lump on her back right now and that lump is making her decide on going to sch tmr...hmmm the thingy opens at 3-7 in the afternoon...should i go at that time? but prob is i'll have to skip band as well as some lessons plus i need to sign out...and there's no one at home even if they call...it would be seriously troublesome for me if i go school tmr...or should i leave after 1230? lol but still got lesson and i still have to sign out...and plus tmr got band =( disappointment...i don't wanna miss band zzzz.....someone give me some advice!! help help help!! should i or should i not go school tmr =(

.#emily

pls stop torturing me...
how much do you want from me..
<3

2009-01-19T20:17:00.002+08:00

today was super boring man...OMG i almost fell asleep while the person was talking....zzz at first it was great cos he asked us to visualize a scene at the beach being super relaxed and enjoying myself....that part seriously was the best man hahas...but after that the third session of visualising, i just fell asleep LOL but the funny part was that i kept nodding my head...can't control it hahas..

hmmm....let's see.....today is like the first day after four days that yuhui is finally at school but she still looked pale and sick....i wish i could have just sent her home super early at around noon or something..but she kind of insisted on staying hahas...so i just let it go and stuff....
told her quite alot of stuff too muahaha

then afternoon i went to ps to meet xuann to bring her home after scrapbooking ...sounds wrong but who cares hahas...hmmm then we talked like crazy and then she accompanied me to ajisen for ramen and more chit chatting...then we walked around lot 1 for awhile and half way through both of us felt seriously like weird....felt like vomiting for no reason...wonder wad happened...hopefully we'll be fine but i feel really really weird right now...

hahas just reached home...wanted to ask andrew out to chit chat abit but guess wad...he went out for pool....zzz wad a right time luhh...kk wadever hahas...need advice man!! looking for someone for advice!!!! i really need some right now....IN NEED OF IT...

.#emily

life is precious....
i'll cherish it with all my heart
<3

2009-01-18T23:19:00.001+08:00

today was pretty alright...woke up smiling...so funny but ya...i was smiling like some weird lady...then after that i stared into the chem worksheet for like 19mins and decided to give up on it...finished econs table woohoo~ lol nothing to be proud about though hahas...hmmm then at around 5plus i started to get ready to go out although i was seriously super reluctant about it...but i still left the house and took lrt to cck then saw some band mates so went with them to take mrt all the way to tanjong pagar...arrived there...walk to sch [ singapore conference hall] then sit there for 2hours 30mins watching performance by sparks...hmmm they got super strong ppl...wish i'm as strong too hahas...so must train like crazy!! hmmm haven't had the time to gym...so i'll probably go gym-ing tmr =D exactly 8days to CNY can't wait man...hahas...i wanna dress pretty and take ang baos =P and of course not to forget GAMBLING woohoooo~!!!! =)

.#emily

breakaway...
<3

2009-01-18T01:30:00.003+08:00

miracles are going to happen today...i'm passing my luck to every single one of you guys out there..
thank you!! thank you !! thank you!! thank you andrew!! thank you so much!! miracles really did happen!!
and i seriously cannot believe it!!
drastic change in mood!! i love today! its the best day of my life!!
muacks!! muacks!! hahas...here's your kiss la!! hahas...treat you to super good food too =D
today is going to be a great great day!!

i'm out of breath..
on esctasy or wadever you can call it....

.#emily
p.s. its also my 200th post =D how lucky is that?

this day finally came...
thank you (:
<3

2009-01-17T16:53:00.002+08:00

the record that day LOL

this is a super nice veg =)

OMG its chilli crab!! missed it like crazy =D

dad's invention...the sweet and sour tofu =D my favourite!!

199th post already!! hahas and i decide to change blogskin today since its a saturday and i'm free...we just had lunch with julius cos its his birthday and he treated us for a lunch plus bday celebration hahas...thanks julius!! anyway, after that xuann and i went to ps for awhile to shop for his birthday present and omg la..hahas...give birthday present still must ask the person ...like so weird and funny hahas..but no choice cos we really had to ask for his opinion before buying it =D

okay...i'm seriously tired and i'm still considering about going to the gym today...abit sian hahas...maybe i should just lift weights at home or something...

.#emily
p.s posted ytd's uno stacko and some of the things i ate 3days ago =)

is emily good enough?
or you deserve better...
<3

2009-01-13T22:08:00.002+08:00

2more post to 200th =D

finally realised that i shouldn't be slacking too much alr hahas...so i'm going to start studying like crazy hahas...some dumb girl i am....going to occupy my whole jc life with studies, piano and studies (:

oh oh forgot to mention gym =)
love gym-ing and still considering on changing to the cck one or not...should i or should i not? hmmm....must serious consider alot of things before changing...

okay i finished most of my work so i'm going to bed soon ....
but still have to wait for my ipod to finish charging...

tata~

.#emily

living life to the fullest
and
living a life that belongs to me (:
<3

2009-01-12T20:09:00.002+08:00

today marks the start of school!
i went to school as usual with xuann...and that idiotic brother made me tie his tie when he could actually do it himself....wad an idiot!! +P okay then he reminded me of my psp incident which made me even more pissed....lol but thank god everything is back to normal if not, i'll kill him =)

then we were separated from the class to go for kairos programme....hahas..its kinda funny...omg luhh didn't know that teacher really mean it when he said he'll exchange 10bucks for 1dollar...wad a lucky guy who had the guts to go up =D
well, then they starve us the whole day till 12 before our first meal...omg la can die lo...but i ate my lunch la hahas..and chat with hiro for awhile before we left for math lessons...hahas...its super sadded when the teacher asked us how come we nv ppromote since we alr know how to do those stuff...and we were like "errr...doesn't mean know how to do means we get to promote luhh...but how we wished we did...." because parting with the class is seriously damn saddening...i so miss those times we had with them.....i mean the most disheartening thing about retaining is only the part whereby i realise i can't be in 08S10 anymore...but other than that its fine hahas...because i have the confidence that if i persevere hard enough, i'll definitely achieve wad i aim for =) jyjyjy!!

meeting xuann again tmr..hahas...its the only time i can spend with her... =X

anyways, congratulations mr neo!!
not bad arhh can get so not bad de marks hahas....see now you no need to worry about getting into any poly!! jiayou !! =D

.#emily

miss those days..
miss those times..
<3

2009-01-10T14:58:00.002+08:00

4more posts to 200th =D

hello hello!!
today is my cousin karen's princess celeste's baby shower celebration!! hahas....i am the only representative from my family going there to deliver that super duper cute gift we bought! hope she likes it =)
the food was not bad, their house is really beautiful and super quiet except inside the house cos there were so many ppl talking at the same time...
oh oh and lil princess is super super cute!! hahas....she'll definitely grow up to be as pretty as her mum =)

well, i'm finally back home and i guess i should go gym later hahas...omg man..i'm so freaking free =P

i'm still doing alot of crazy stuff nowadays hahas...ever since the new year started, things changed and we finally forgot the pain and hurtful memories and move on in life therefore it is time for new changes to start happening and we shall start believing again? i guess....

.#emily

cute?
adorable?
sweet?
pretty?
<3

2009-01-08T18:27:00.000+08:00

PJC open house!!
hahas we had a great time dancing although we forgot how to...we had fun playing songs to alot of ppl....i had fun watching beat sing! hahas love her singing...i had fun watching modern dance...i had fun sitting with purni looking at ppl...i had fun eating lunch and dinner with yuhui and julius..

but still, something stays in my mind like some weird thingy....somehow i wonder why ppl need love and why no one can live without the need to depend on someone....wish i knew those answers...

.#emily

do u wanna love
or be loved?
<3

2009-01-05T20:05:00.002+08:00

lol went for band today...didn't go work but ah hong saved my life cos she helped my parents...lucky..

washed off my guilt for not going to band for such a long time but problem is i feel different since its been so long and i felt that things have changed unknowingly...perhaps its just me....just me..

lol not being emo ....just kidding =D

anyway, i just watched heroes...omg its damn freaking nice and hopefully season 4 comes out soon cos i can't wait....zzz why everytime one season only 13 episodes except the first season? now we have to wait in agony for the next season to come out ....argh hate waiting for shows...it leaves me in pain but no worries cos it won't be a problem...

its now 8.09....i'm still feeling a slight pain on my back..it seriously hurts...but i wonder wad actually happened...i thought i'm fine but i'm still in pain...somehow it has something to do with ice and cold....maybe i'm in the fate of nv to touch them again...is this really the last time i get to drink cold water? can this not be the last time? argh...the pain is seriously overwhelming..somehow it makes me feel weak and stationery...i just can't move myself...not as much anymore. well except my hands...they're moving hahas...very quickly too...love typing...its something i enjoy to do too..that's why i had a blog...not really much to share about myself but more of typing and enjoying the sound of typing too...sounds kinda weird but yupp that's me...weird (:

.#emily

love edwardd
eclipse here i come =D
<3

2009-01-02T23:27:00.000+08:00

okay...i'm feeling really really tired...so i'm going to slp in less than a few minutes time hahas....after so long, i've finally leave my house and took a bus down to my dad's place....went to work cos their cashier had some problem at home...

reach there, wasn't feeling so good....early in the morning, i didn't have much appetite....then my dad made me eat porridge...thereafter, i almost vomitted...hais....damn freaking weak...so from next week onwards, i don't really care whether my back recovers or not, i'm going to start doing exercises...lol...ppl pleases don't scold me for being reckless....but i have being eating like crazy, haven't been going out of house due to back injury and relapse....so i've gotten fat and i think seriously weaker than ever...therefore, i shall go back to exercising like crazy so that i can be more healthier and perhaps skinnier? =D

enough said...i'm really tired...hahas.tmr still need to work ...please release me after these four days of work..i'm afterall still a sick patient ...damn sian man...can't even cough cos my coughing super loud and i'm at a place where we shouldn't be coughing... =P

.#emily
p.s. to FERLYN- happy new year! =D hope to see you soon!!
to YUHUI dar- dar i miss you too!!!! <3

miss edward!!
hate feeling tired..
but no choice...
zzZZzzzz
<3

2008-12-31T15:41:00.000+08:00

today is the last day of 2008 and i can't wait for it to end!! lol end my sorrows too please!! i don't wanna be sick....i've been coughing like mad this few days and my maid heard them as if they were snooze alarms =D anyway, hope next year would be a great year for more fun and excitement and not to forget our chance to study like crazy hehe..

just went for acupuncture today cos ytd wasn't a good time to go..and u know wad? its the third time i went there and each time before i went, i will always dream of him....lol i wonder if its some sort of curse or bad luck but hehe i guess none of this dreams will come true...it would be scary if deja vu really happened..i still can't figure out if those dreams were nightmares or sweet dreams...hmmmm need to think through alot before coming to a conclusion...hahas....

new year coming!! good news too!! since i'm recovering, i'm going jogging next week!! everyday!! woohooo!! finally can exercise...can't wait!! although doc said i should go swimming, i chose running! [ lol for the fact that i can't swim luhh...if not why i choose running .. =x ]

.#emily

HAPPY NEW YEAR
to all
to edward
to robert
to you (:
<3

2008-12-29T21:38:00.003+08:00

had two days of party at home but it wasn't much of a party...mainly playing mahjong and playing with cheryl's doggy kookie =) so cute!! heheh..well, i'm still having difficulties walking around...and feel sudden aches when i'm bending down and stuff but hope its seriously recovering...didn't really told mummy that i am still in pain even after the second time we went for acupuncture cause i seriously don't feel like going back...but end up, i didn't expect mummy to say that that was only my second time of many other times..zzzz...means no matter wad, i still need to go for more....aiya...sian man...damn painful...everytime after that, i'll no be able to walk properly and end up smell like medicine X(
anyway apart from that, although i had really alot of fun with my cousins and family, i'm sick....zzzz why is it always me getting sick this year? whole year it has been like that.....first that dumb stupid appencities....then my back starting hurting for nothing....now i got sick...arghhhh!! already ending 2008....please 2008 faster leave !!! bring this stupid sickness thing with u too!! thanks =D

.#emily

p.s eating medicine..going to sleep soon...hope medicine plus apple will be useful...
mummy say tmr going to see chinese doc again T.T

misses edward =(
<3

2008-12-25T18:08:00.002+08:00

thank you for that wonderful dream.
because of you, i feel very warm and loved!! really thank you alot alot!! =)

.#emily

2008-12-25T00:53:00.003+08:00

Merry x'mas everyone!
Happy christmas ppl!!

first, i wanna wish all my family
second i wanna wish all my darlings and dears!!
third i wanna wish all my classmates!!
fourth i wanna wish all my brothers and sisters!!
lastly i wanna wish every single one of you guys !!

hope everyone lives in bliss and enjoy this christmas!!
LOVE IS IN THE AIR~
seasons of giving begins from now =P

.#emily

merry christmas edward!
<3

2008-12-21T16:47:00.003+08:00

going to meet xuann later...hahas.. miss that dear very much !! =)
so happy today!! need to buy new light bulb for my room...lol if not evvery night i wanna read also got problem...got so many bugs like to fly into my room due to the super bright light..
edward!! =)

.#emily

ilu e! =D
<3

2008-12-19T23:17:00.002+08:00

hehe
nv felt so happy before..well, i mean for a very long time hahas..
i watched santa junior on hallmark channel today...its a really nice show..touching too hehe..and before that i watched my dear robert pattinson on ellen degeneres and he looked really cute with that hairstyle although his hairstyle in twilight is also cute hahas...okay so anyway i finally kind of tidied up my room abit so it looks abit more neater than usual hahas..okay maybe alot more neater hehe..

was mapling awhile ago and wanted something....this super generous guy gave it to me for free..hehe thanks to him i level-ed up...omg la its super super rare to see this kind of guy existing in the maple world...lol the last time i saw this guy trying to con a girl for fame...that was kinda hilarious..end up i trade fame with that pretty girl hahas...but yupp main objective, this guy is really good..hehe...made a new friend! ooh so happy =P

.#emily

single life just rocks!
&friends are the
greatest things in the world!!
<3

2008-12-18T21:11:00.002+08:00

watched tv for the whole day LOL
its been seriously long time since i actually watch tv at my own living room hahas...enjoyed it...watched wqyl and started crying like crazy because they were showing the wedding of lovely 季芹and 王仁甫 ....brought back so many memories about them and still remember wad actually happened 5years ago when something bad happened and he was the first guy i seriously idolized because of that incident...lol knew they would be together since those days...hahas..finally saw their wedding...damn touched...its like feeling overwhelmed and tears just rolled down ...really happy for the two of them...they are like seriously one of the best couples i've ever seen and she was really beautiful on her wedding day... seeing him cry at the sight of pretty bride walking down the isle...its seriously very very beautiful...really hope for the best of the best for them...lol first time watch wedding watch until cry..some crazy girl i am =P

.#emily

祝你们
永远幸福快乐
白头偕老
<3>

2008-12-17T17:14:00.001+08:00

this is wad happens when i'm stuck at home =D
check out my robert project =P
ain't he just so cute!! (:

.#emily

still loving edward =D
<3

2008-12-16T20:23:00.004+08:00

i'm feeling seriously terrible right now...
got eight stupid thingies on my back...argh!!
mummy says if i wan to get better, i'm not suppose to complain about the pain..
zzz...but i don care still wanna complain!! omg!! its seriously hurt!!
that was a seriously painful experience and mummy say i have to go back next week to do the bottom part of my back.....urgh!!! shit man...ohh chinese doc said my bones were slanted or something hahas..that's why it hurts like mad...well, she cured the top part which only started to hurt ytd but haven't heal the all time pain which is the bottom part...shit man!! i said shit man twice!! urgh!! i said urgh twice too!! i'm damn crazy right now cos of the pain...zzz...she poke more than dunno how many needles on my back and i hate it..lol lucky i don't get to see the scar since its on my back and the needle scars too...mummy said it will heal by one week...and that is super long...one week? i can only wear t shirt because of the marks ewww!!! hate it!! lucky nowadays its cold hahas..if not i'll scream like mad...and lucky i'm not going to the beach to something if not, i'll be screaming like even more...alright i'm seriously complaining about the pain...wonder when did i even hurt it...mum says its the stupid accident i had one year ago...zzz...that time we suspected the back pain due to appendicitis but its actually because my bones weren't at their right position or wad so ever but that doesn't mean she have to crack my head like cracking nuts...i mean she did it like really easily and i thought she wanted to knock me so sleep or something...lol shit man...third time alr hahas...okok i'm complaining too much...shall shut up now =D

.#emily

hehe =)
i love edward!
<3

2008-12-13T20:17:00.003+08:00

had completely nothing to do at home!! damn sian...i wonder how long i have to stay home!!
lol...due to the boredom, i decided to re-watch alot of movies hahas...i watch wild child i think its coool..i'm watching camp rock now and i watched house bunny ytd (: its like serious movie marathon at my own room of course hahas...guess wad i'm gonna watch next when i'm super free? hopefully chihuahua (:

.#emily
p.s. can't even bent right now...all i can do is SIT STILL...
x(

i love him ppl may think i'm absolutely crazy but i don't care (: <3

2008-12-12T23:43:00.002+08:00

backpain...
it caused me practically everything...no band no ice cream no outing
and i have to see DOC wth!!!!

i hate you!! i really hate you!! u give me so much pain!! =(
plus drama =D

.#emily

edward u are so close
i can feel your presence!!
omg i'm still so in love!
TWILIGHT here i come =D
<3

2008-12-10T22:03:00.002+08:00

relapse i hate you...why must relapse now...cannot relapse before i go back band meh...i seriously hate it man...i wanna go band for heaven's sake!! hate it hate it!!

been out whole day today...ate medicine but like no use still pain zz...i tahan whole day without telling anyone i'm kinda in pain...lucky i just look tired...hahas...oops...okay okay i pretended to be alright...in fact, i'm not good at all...feeling really really lousy right now...tmr got band...wanna go...but scared later pain cannot play then i sit there stone again..damn sian...i hate stoning there...like so pathetic...eeks!!! i wanna play la!!

visit the doc?
don visit the doc?

miss yuhui!! i finally saw her...she's not in gd condition..neither am i...hais...but i can tahan.. =D
stubborn is good at this times...cos i make sure no one knows i'm sick (:

.#emily

p.s suddenly like this song alot..i think the lyrics are kinda meaningful haha..

click five
i'm getting over you

I found your picture in my wallet
Still got your sweater in my closet
I'll bring 'em by
Maybe tonight

And people askin' how I'm doin'
But every question still has you in
I say I'm fine
And I never think about you
But you're always on my mind

I'm getting over you
I'm getting over you most of the time
If I say it like I mean it
Then maybe I'll believe it like it's true
I'm getting over you

Been playing the songs you hated
I called a girl I almost dated
She's not the one
But I'm having fun
And I'm better off without you
And I think it's what I want

I'm getting over you
I'm getting over you most of the time
If I say it like I mean it
Then maybe I'll believe it like it's true
I'm getting over you

Even if it takes forever
I'll get myself together
I've been doing so much better

i'm so over you (:
i'm so into YOU
<3

2008-12-09T20:52:00.002+08:00

went out with xuann today...lol there are like so many sick patients around us....watched four christmases today hahas...some parts are like really funny....i like the part where kate said " omg! i forgot my lines" and ORLANDO said "its okay lucky i memorized your lines too"....hahas its damn hilarious cos he obviously wanted to act la....such an actor ...damn funny...xuann said my bro almost fell asleep...due to the drugs? lol i don't think so (:

hmmm we still haven't watch chiwawa and bolt and wild child...hahas...omg la...i just realize i have band fest from 17-21...can't go out with somebody to watch twilight oops!! lol please don't kill me please please!! i'm innocent!! i didn't know there's going to be band fest on those days...please please save me from them anyone? =P

.#emily

他说都是为我好 <3

2008-12-08T22:49:00.001+08:00

OMGomgOMG
i finally got my adidas canvas hahas...woohoo love my daddy!!!
he actually bought me a nike bag and my RESPECT ME adidas shoe!!!! yay!!!!! omg la....he actually paid for such an expensive limited edition shoe for me...its really kind of shocking...but the shoe really rocks my life!! hahas...love it...finally got myself that pair of shoe...its been so long..finally i got it!! damn damn damn happy hahas....

.#emily

emily is overjoyed =D

2008-12-08T18:21:00.002+08:00

went out with dear mummy today hehe (:
she wanted to get her ears pierced again...lol first time since dunno when..
anyway, i followed her to causeway point to pierce her ears...at the same time i pierce mine too hahas..i know i said i pierced already...but oh well, i pierce another 2 again woohoo!! i've always wanted one side with 3 the other side with 2 so i finally got wad i want..damn shiok hahas..then we went around window shopping and i saw this pair of checkered shoes that i kinda like alot hehe...so gonna find more clones of that before deciding on getting it hehe...must be choosy in term of that =D

.#emily

going back to busy mode again
i'm always busy nowadays
it's all about x'mas !! <3

2008-12-07T22:22:00.003+08:00

today was kinda fun hahas...we had family bbq at home....everything cost super cheap!! hahas...its like i had rather eat this kinda bbq at home rather than going outside to eat...so all friends who wanna ask me out for bbq, i'm so not gonna go out for bbq hahas...rather buy my own food and bbq at home =D okok anyways, we played mahjong after that hahas...they kept laughing at me cos i'm kinda like the noobest in the house...lol i invent another new word again..."noobest?" hahas...okok it was fun although i lost like almost all my money hahas..lucky they nv really gamble real money..but i so need training before chinese new year which is like around the corner la!! but at least i did improve...last time i was worse than today =P hehe...had a very fun family day today..hmmm...kinda busy nowadays...always no time to read my new moon...damn sad...i miss edward alot alot!! so wanna stay in love with him forever...too bad...there's only 4books about edward...i love him...he's like my boyfriend except that i'm just too busy nowadays with other stuffs...can't be with him...without him, its like i had rather not live hahas...oops!! gone crazy about him alr =D love him!! muacks (:

.#emily

my love for edward
grows day after day
so i'm gonna read slowly hehe...
spend more time with him (: <3

2008-12-06T20:22:00.002+08:00

SWOLLEN eyes ....
i had to cab to compasspoint today....omg damn ex la!! super long time nv cab liao...so felt the heartpain for once hahas...but the heartpain was like less than a min hahas =x
anyways the cab smelt super smokey...damn damn damn....regret getting in!! i felt a sharp pain in my eye and it swell up in less than 5mins....zzz....and its damn freaking itchy la...i started coughing like mad and sneezing like crazy...damn sian...reach there, i went into the toilet to check on my eye cos i felt like i'm tearing like mad..omg the eye was like completely swollen and i can barely see a thing..lucky thing is i brought a cap...my dustymini cap =D so i wore the cap the whole day so no one except xuann and mark and some other pj ppl saw my swollen eyes...damn...had to spend money to say hello to the doc...he is so freaking crazy la...wanna gimme jab...early in the morning wanna jab me...lol i invented new word...no jabbing for me today..i just don wanna risk any more jabs that will cause allergies again!! okok so that was the whole day...we spent some time inside metro helping out...lol this small kid wanted a cobra...lucky thing is i did it before although its very tiring to make cobras...lol although u had to just stick a head and bent the ends la hahas...i made two..then another crazy kid asked me for a gun lol...who the hell makes a gun? anyway i did it..mark sin says that its a SAR 41 hahas...crazy la...anyway, today mark tan became mark sin...lol guardian to see doc because xuann made him come with me....lol i can totally take care of myself luh!! eeee!! its not as if i'm blind la!! i can still see..although i became a little deaf and my flu got worse..but after a while everything just started recovering...my eyes are much better right now...hahas..hmmm after that we took a bus to causeway where we actually wanted to watch chiwawa but end up we were doing something else so didn't watch...lol..i realise the food at breeze is kinda nice..oh oh...i pierced my ears muhahahas.. happy! =D

.#emily

my dear always nv fails to make me so happy
love her (: <3

2008-12-05T17:01:00.002+08:00

woke up early for band...hahas...first time eating breakfast before going to band...a crazy breakfast i had...scrambled eggs lovely hotdogs and a big bowl of salads muahaha...i'm crazy....eat so much early in the morning...but i didn't eat lunch hahas...then went for band sectionals today....in the beginning, no one from my section is here except me so i went to the french horns hahas..they welcome me so happily especially dear janice (: ty but huda came soon after and i went back to sectionals with the tubas ....at first i was feeling alright but after a while, i felt that sharp pain thing again....arghh!! i need time to practice and yet i still got that stupid problem...kinda getting very worried about my health though....hmm hopefully this kind of experience come only one or don't come at all in future!! anyway, didn't go out with yuhui today for chiwawa...so stayed at home to stone...still thinking whether to start new moon today or tmr hahas...love twilight saga!! stephanie meyer u rock for writing all this amazing books! lol suddenly wanted to watch mean girls which was a so long ago movie hahas...so watched it just now hahas...girls can be really wild...which brings me to the thoughts of wild child...think its going to be a really nice show hahas...hopefully can watch it...no hope for chiwawa liao...

.#emily

if u can live forever

what do you live for?

loveisworthlivingfor...

2008-12-05T00:24:00.002+08:00

xuann is back xuann is back XUANN IS BACK!!!!!
i missed you i missed you I MISSED U!!
hahas...repeat three times and i mean it =D

yay finally my dear is home!! can hang out with her liao woohoo!!
hehe...well due to my blurness nowadays, i thought she coming home tmr...u see 7days and i saw 8 =p how blur did i become man hahas...nvm la influence from xuann sure is good this time cos i got surprised when she sms-ed me hahas...but not as shocked as her though (:
btw i got one thing to say.....
that is...
mark u are seriously insane....COMPLETELY crazy ...
applause**

hahas..praying hard that she can come out tmr cos i so miss her and i so wanna watch movie with her..hehe...and discuss about twilight of course (:
the latest loves~
hurry hurry to get ur book man...new moon is selling at fast in singapore as well hahas..aiya u'll probably get it from malaysia right hahas..kkies...tmr got band..need to turn in early..anyway, tmr i'll just bring clothes to band hahas..just pray hard can go out with yall (:

.#emily

i swim in a pool of joy and happiness
as you return <3
it sounds kinda wrong doesn't it xP

2008-12-04T18:06:00.001+08:00

metro CIP haha
dunno wad's got into me i actually made the effort to come all the way down to paragon with carina to help rachelle do the photography thingy wahhaa...i was hungry at the beginning then tired due to the contacts...sometimes i just wonder why normal contacts make me so tired all the time ...annyway after that we went to far east to start our shopping spree!! =D

i bought dustymini cap [finally!!! =P]
more bangles
a ring
a cardigan
new belt
and shorts muahahah...overspent today though =P
but hey at least i waste money on clothes and accessories instead of taking cabs!! woohooo broke record...didn't cab at all today man...wonder wad's wrong with me hahas...the perfume is amazingly good la...lasted till i got home and the scent is still there...how pro is that!! love you perfume!! (:

hehe..some auntie at far east was kinda cute today...she asked me if i was living alone or with my parents when i suddenly took out my organizer to take down the stuffs and money i used...i mean i was trying to save myself from spending too much that's why...hahas..why so shocked? (:

there's one more metro on 14dec with yuhui yingxin and julius! hope its fun (:

.#emily

living in my own world
with my own thoughts <3

2008-12-03T23:14:00.002+08:00

i dont care if u are reading this or not...but its tiring trying to talk to you...so no point talking to you...so u wan, read it...duwan don't read...it doesn't matter...not anymore...

no.1 i'm going town tmr...so i'll probably get the thing i was suppose to get for you..
no.2 i'm tired of even trying...so shall not even try at all...i mean its freaking irritating when u type and no one replies but u know the person is actually reading it...i mean like wth?
no.3 don't get angry when u see this post...i'll feel bad...even if u don't read it, i'm alr feeling bad typing everything out..but wad else can i do..i mean i duwan to talk to u neither do i wanna text u and i find myself dumb trying to get it from someone who totally ignores me...so i just type here hoping that u read it la...i'm contradicting but who cares..just wanna make my point ...which is i don't wanna wait or even get it back alr...i had rather waste money getting another one myself...hopefully i find something as cute la...pray hard tmr i find some nice ones =D

sooooo i've made my point muahahah (:

.#emily

relieved cos she made her point
&yipp! xuann is coming home soon(:

2008-12-03T17:59:00.001+08:00

hmmm band was alright today except the first part where my upper lip was completely swollen for no good reason and i can't ply because of it....but after that it went quite well and sort of fun....but i haven't seen my dear huiteng for a very long time wonder when she'll come back to band cos i really miss her alot !! finally saw fengling hahas...long time no see to my dear fengling too hehe...she acc-ed me to bpp to get my dairy hahas..finally got one thanks to her...then she went off to join her mum for dinner and i went home hahas...thought i saw shuan but i think it was just someone else cos he didn't wave at me... the one day acuvue is really comfortable perhaps i'll get more when i have enough money...

enjoyed band today =)

.#emily

music is the only thing keeping me alive
apart from you~ <3

2008-12-03T10:18:00.002+08:00

somethinng i did when i had nothing to do =D

feeling very very sleepy right now...hopefully i won't fall asleep during band prac later hahas...anyways, after 3 months of recovery period i can finally go back to band !! miss my instructor and friends alot alot!! and shit man...i can't find that stupid mc hopefully they'll accept the proof that i was admitted to the hospital...

finally going to band =D

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAUN PAUL (:
u have grown to become a very fine corn =D

.#emily

memories are still memories
why doesn't it change you at all when it affects me like crazy?

2008-12-02T22:46:00.001+08:00

oh oh almost forgot...i bought a new ring today too =D
and I BOUGHT NEW MOON wahahha....happy happy...almost done with twilight (:

3more days and my dearest xuann is coming back!! surprise surprise for her too (:

<3