EMILY’S sweet

♥ Thursday, May 14, 2009

okay my anger wasn't to this extent but it was almost there =D i'm kind of feeling better now after the basketball and captain's ball and like crapping with angela go bpp shop for pens hahas...oh the rice was my dinner on monday, an emily's special which was like super long lost hahas...and tonight's dinner because i had to show angela that i ate =D see see evidence...

lol now the anger part...okay today shall be seriously the last day i'm like fretting over this ridiculous topic and i nv wanna talk about it anymore...i spent the entire afternoon saying *-*-*-*ing hahas..emily is gg to kick the thing about f words and stuff so using stars to represent..anyway, i finally understood wad seriously went wrong between the two of us and somehow i wished i didn't know because seriously!!! u told me to nv tell him about the entire thing...i just gave him the overview cos he said he wanted to knw and of course u knw emily can't control herself when it comes to him...not my freaking fault right...i dunno why its like that so don't ask me...seriously like my real bro...always dunno how to control wad i wanna say sometimes okay wadeva..plus this issue is so between the two of us why the hell did u go around telling ppl about it? if its only between the two of us, can't u just come and scold me or just ignore me like how well u are doing it...yuhui thinks its a misunderstanding...fine if it is, then come and talk it out la...instead of hiding here and there, assume i knw it, even when i spend so much time trying to apologize and thinking of how to apologize to make things even between wad happen because i treasure this friendship, u totally chose to ignore everything i tried to do...since then, i don't think we should be friends in the first place...as wad they have always told me, we accept everyone for who they are and wad they are...not judge them even if they made the worst mistakes...and emily hates ppl who keep things behind and not just be straight forward and sort it out..not as if u don't knw about this...i've had enough of this lame conflict stuff...i'm out of the politics thing...its not as if i came to jc to get into this kind of sh*t....i rather spend that time studying...and btw, i am..tmr got math test...gg to practice like crazy now...and that is the end of venting my anger...wadeva i said it is just me hahas..so choose to ignore some parts if u think wadeva i said is wrong....YOU i mean those who reads =D

emily...relieved...ITS OVER...(:

ilearnt!
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