EMILY’S sweet

♥ Saturday, August 22, 2009

i chose this picture mainly because it looks really cool and i want it in my future! and of course complain about not getting distinction for my piano exam :( nooooooooo i worked hard!!! but at least its a merit hahahahaha say i get away with it (:
okay i've been watching 命中 again because i just felt like it hahahahas...it motivates me sometimes but most of the time it just makes me waste my night watching it.
hmm there's something i wanna say but i really don't know how to start. i think i should use chinese hahaha
我哥告诉我如果有过必定会有因。我知道我自己不是设么好人因为伤害了很多人。再次向所有被我伤害过的人说声对不起，我不是故意要伤害你们的。可能所有的事都是因为我自己想太多而造成的也很有可能都是因为我的多嘴而造成了更多不应该发生的事情。无论如何，我真的没有那些意思。想必这应该是我最后一期说出这些东西，因为不开心的事本来就不应该一直重复的在脑海里环绕一直提起。我不想要让人误会也不想人家因为我的行为而感到困扰。我也不想要在伤害别人更加伤害自己。现在最重要的事将来临的考试而不是为了一些没用的事在那边一直提起一直想一直浪费时间去想尽办法弥补。能弥补的我早就弥补了。既然都已经闹成这个白痴的局面，想再怎么解释只会让人更加误解。我知道他们都很讨厌我可是我也知道这都是因为我太笨一直说一些有的没的然后又做出一些白痴才会做的事。我知道自己真的根本就没有资格交到像他们一样的那种朋友，因为知道我的世界注定没有任何的朋友所以更加的拒绝和否定更加得不信任。我曾经认为所有的人都只是在带着一幅假面具装，做一幅真的很关心你却其实对你的死活一点都不在乎，只会利用你然后不需要你的时候就把你丢在一旁从来都没有接受你的存在。但最近我不知不觉地看见了另一个世界，那些能够在最后一秒用尽全力的帮你达到那不可能的任务，每次你伤心时莫名其妙的出现然后关心你，不会再还没搞清楚的状况时就直接肯定你是错的，在你不舒服时会抛下所有的事来陪在你身边知道你有好转。我非常感谢天能够让我遇见这些真的真得非常棒的朋友们，我更加希望我也一样能够在他们最需要我的时候不顾一切的帮助他们。不要求回报之在乎彼此，能够一起共患难，能够与他分享，什么都不需要说他也会知道你再想什么。这种友情真的实在是上少之又少。我真的学到了很多东西，不管是好事坏，他们都会变成我成长过程中的一部分。从今以后我不想要伤心不想要痛苦，我要专心读书，每天和他们开心的笑开新的努力开开心心地把书读完！我知道我做错了很多事，为了避免再做错事，我会尽量的改变自己的缺点让它们变成优点。妈妈说不是每一次完完全全都是我的错，不过我真地认为如果想要和解最快的方式就是向他们说对不起。不论是双方都有错还是只是有时我的错，只要有人开口说声对不起那事情不就解决了吗？我做人呢真的很烂不过说对不起我可是一级棒的哈哈哈啊哈哈哈哈哈我知道那没有什么还骄傲的啦。可是我不希望我是哪一种只会认为自己永远是对的而别人一直都是错的人。（我没有再说任何人所以不要误会！）因为能够和解才是最重要的！好了没有话说了！哈哈啊哈哈哈哈哈哈哈啊哈哈哈很无聊呵呵呵呵呵呵就这样到此结束！耶！好了该是时候专心读书了
lol so much easier when typed in chinese! hahahahahaha the funniest part is if there is typo error do not scold me hehehehehe i was just venting out everything in my brain so ya :D
so we shall put few fullstops and call it an end (:

with lots of love,
em <3
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ilearnt!
beautiful summer memories at8:54 PM

♥ Sunday, August 16, 2009

lol first i'll love to start with a random picture. then i would like to say this week is seriously packed with a lot of things. we are having chem spa on wed, gp test and chem alkane/organic test... phew last week was econs plus math plus gsc. so basically we still have few more tests left before promos. its exactly 1month 1week from this week and i still have do my revision for chem yet. urghhh so in trouble!!
well its kinda short today because i'm gg off to bed in an hours' time but before that let's have dinner first. hehe waiting for KFC to come home now =P
oh man...this is no gd for diets but who cares lol i always say i'm on diet but the fact is i'm not on diet hahahaah man too much temptations food can never be something i'll say no to...i seriously don't get the entire idea of not eating or starvation. i mean eat less i totally agree but not eating at all urghh man food is the one thing that we should never leave out in life!! no matter how much u love being skinny, we should at least eat something! hahahs just being random again =P

alright ciaos :)

-em
what's love without hearts (:
p.s learn to accept and move on is the best part of life . [at least for now. LOL ]

ilearnt!
beautiful summer memories at9:27 PM

♥ Sunday, August 09, 2009

LOL check out the cute smile in the cup!

MJ FTW

came across this picture whilst doing some admin work for dad
so random! but really sweet and woah imagine if i get to eat all that!! yum~

hahahaha okay so we had fun for the past few days it was awesome i just wanna say i love yall S10 u guys are the best! so thursday i went to school like super duper late after going to my granny's prayers and we were like freaking crazy!! we started the whole peter sin wen jie and xue wei called herself maria and we started this super funny fan club for peter and we were like on the field playing soccer and instead of playing we were just yelling like mad people but it was real fun because everyone seemed to be distressing from all the studies school and everything and it was really awesome and fun!! okok so friday i didn't go for school hahaahah but they came over to my house for a day of mj...it was actually suppose to be like mj and movies but it ended up with just mj and its really super fun and everyone was enjoying themselves and i was laughing my way through alot of stuff then we keep hearing lina say pong and her pong sounds so korean so it made it even more cooler than anything oh oh then we played poker and everyone was really into it but they left at around 7plus awwww then eric and my hime stayed for a lil while longer and we watched a lil you don't mess with the zohan hahas really funny show ok well that's about it for the fun and excitement we had then back to reality with doing work work work and more work hahas...then today would be all about singapore singapore singapore but i wasn't that involved nahh hahaahs i was just stoning at home staring into my piano and thinking how nice it would be to let time stop at this very moment so i can hibernate for god knows how long but its still paused at this moment hahaahahah i am so lame~! okay gg to study a lil bit about youtube before gg to bed and calling it a day hahahaa...can't wait to see yall in school peeps miss ya loads!

emem(:
[this name is totally given by my hime from dunno when and dunno how but i loved it since its from the hime herself! :D]
<3

ilearnt!
beautiful summer memories at10:00 PM

♥ Tuesday, August 04, 2009

lol super long since i've posted...wow this time its still all about sadness....despite the interesting life i'm having, most of it is filled up with sadness and lots of emotions combined together..anyway, things have been really hectic since we've heard the news blah blah blah....i've been trying my best to stay as calm as anything and angela says that i should just don't care..but this is seriously not something that i can't don't care about wad...its still concerning me and i'm really terrified by all this commotions...i already know that a storm and coming this way and someho i'll have to face it...but i really wish there was a place for me to hide (maybe i should be like an ostrich...just hide my head hahas...) they say its karma...somehow i feel like the karma is for me...imagine the things that might happen is already terrifying me to the max...i really wish i can just pretend nothing will happen but its really tough..thanks to all who have been really supportive and caring hahas. i always thought my happy dreams are living its life whenever i'm with yall whether is it going to the movies screaming and laughing like hell getting scolded by bus drivers for not tapping our cards (which we did) embarrassed by LMP in front of scary's aunt and uncle and she jumped out of her seat chasing ruishen or even hanging around, i cherish all this memories we've had together and hope we'll share more of this in future!! i'm gg to work hard so that i won't get kicked out of school too!! i wanna make the best out of what we have here !! :D lol wonder why i suddenly say all this...maybe its all the emotions that are allowing me to think of all these great things we've already been through...i just wanna say i really love yall and the class! and i wanna make the best out of it (: i'm sure this time it would be the same and there won't be any changes to alll these feelings..angela is right...i should stop caring and stop trying my best to protect others instead protect myself and stop doing all this ! i don't wan things to be awkward for her either...i just want everyone to be happy!! pass this jc life with joy and happiness even if tears are shed, they are tears of joy !! no matter what happens, i know i still have my friends to support me...i will choose to trust those who have given me their truth and friendship and choose to do what is the right thing! for now, the right thing is to stop blogging, start bathing and go study ! hahas...and of course to just stop caring about everything and put all emphasis on studies cos its freaking important that i do well for my promos this time round!! i'm not going to give up! and i will not give up
although i still have to say, emily will still be soft hearted no matter what...
i'll change that hehe (:

emily(: <3 09S10

ilearnt!
beautiful summer memories at4:36 PM

♥ Monday, July 13, 2009

this is my 270th post...
WARNING: super emo and sad post

i failed my gp paper!!! this time round i even had high hopes of possibly getting at least 21 or something but i ended up failing this badly...seriously feeling super emo right now and hopefully i can cheer up a lil after tonight's dance lesson...i went pass those chairs that she used to sit in everyday and a lot of emotions came to me...i can't believe i didn't get at least a B for math when this is like the easiest paper we could ever get for math...seriously la what have i been doing is a question i should ask myself and not be asked by my brother...lol this has officially been the worse wake up call ever!! but since there is still hope left in me (in my own opinion) i shall start chionging tys and read my straits times and zao bao to make sure that my language is still there...hopefully the next promos would be better...urghhhhhhhhhh i'm so gonna buck up this time round....

granma passed away i didn't do well for my mid years........who knows i might get more idiotic shit in a few days time? if my maid do not come home, i get more stupid stuffs...and of course tmr getting back chemisitry, another huge major blow...it is kind of certain that i will fail that but seriously hope that i do not fail my econs...praying damn freaking hard afterall i felt that i improved quite a fair bit compared to what i had last year...if i'm still not doing well this time round, my next step : night study and consulting teachers 24/7... so going to post a huge day planner for myself now!!

later~

emily:(

ilearnt!
beautiful summer memories at5:12 PM

♥ Friday, June 19, 2009

lol i knw i'm suppose to be posting about that awesome trip to sentosa ytd but i just really wanna say this first before posting those...i just watched mtv awards 2009 i knw i'm a lil late and behind time but i don care because i just don care hahas as long as i watch it...ANW it was awesome i screamed throughout the entire show like some mad dog or something and the only thing i can say is congrats to twilight yall did a really great job in the movie and i can't wait to check out new moon and of course the movie which is coming out before new moon HARRY POTTER OMG OMG OMG the trailer was great everything about these movies are just really great...i'm so happy i can watch them all this year i love all these films coming out and i really hope they all get awards no matter wad i love this year!!!! 2009 is the best year !! i get to meet awesome great friends i get to watch really great movies like night at the museum 2 and monsters vs aliens i'm so happy right now it feels like i'm giving a speech haahs...okok i'm to post about ytd after i post this cos i really wanted to!!

P.S: ROBERT PATTINSON IS SO SO SO SO CUTE TTM!!!! emily will always love edward (:

emily(:

ilearnt!
beautiful summer memories at10:48 PM

♥ Monday, June 15, 2009

i kind of like this pic alot =D

did i forgot to mention that we went to mogu mogu for lunch? hahas..

okay everything on the plate is really nice =)

i love this picture!! =D

that was wad i initially picked and wanted to get =P

okay everything there is spicy to the max!! but really nice!! =D

family photo!

sex on the beach yum!

i love em!! =)

hehe promoting the shop peeps!! by any chance yall wanna get any peranakan costume, go there :D

lol okay i have alot of pictures to share, alot of things to say and alot of comments to make...hahas okay uncle raymond had a huge party for his mum's 80th birthday so we were all invited to go...so we took our time to search for the best place to get our costume so that we won't look odd and look to our best in the party and also for the professional photoshoot thingy hahas..so we went to get our clothes at joo chiat and i bought my first corset which is kinda getting mroe and more comfortable to wear in nowadays hahas..ANW, so we bought our costumes and then prepare for our upcoming party!! hehe...okay okay so i went out on that actual day with my peeps kay likhoon and angela...suppose to be the entire class girls but somehow they didn't show up so we did our own shopping i bought so much clothing and wanted to buy more but stopped at 70bucks awww how sad..i prepared 120 =( emily still wanna shop =D ok so i met up with my bro at 6plus to go to meritus mandarin hotel and then cos our parents ran really late, we went up to chatterbox to sit...and our sit ended up with buying two drinks...i had sex on the beach and i had no idea it was that nice!! hahas..then because my mum came, we had to rush and so i had to gulp the entire cup down in a hurry and so i ended up being kind of red in the beginning of the party which was really good cos after i changed, i didn't really have to put any make up and i looked red enough for photo taking so it was really very funny and they all thought it was make up which actually it wasn't but i just wanna say, i am so not drunk and i continued drinking their wine which btw, it is super nice!! hahas...i can't say how nice it is but it is just really really nice i had no idea it would taste that nice..its like the nicest i have ever tasted hehe...okok so the party started and there was dancing and its was really fun...btw, all videos would be uploaded to fb cos its kinda laggy in blogs hahas..ok then we party-ed till 11 with all the food and everything and that marks the end of our awesome party which is so worth experiencing hahas...okok end of chats take a look at the nice pictures we took =)

emily(:

ilearnt!
beautiful summer memories at11:32 PM